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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   Ugly Girl.....

Um, I’ve seemed to mess with site a bit and don’t quite know what I have done yet. ^-^ I got a little happy pasting and lost how I had my original looked. ^-^ Oh well, it was fun when I thought I was doing it for good.

In other news I’ve caught a cold. Finished “Wicked” and “Son of a Witch” which had a very sweet ending. You grow to love these characters that you regret when you have finished there stories… And I must say I finished “Son of a Witch” much too quickly for my liking. It took me the better part of a day, while I was trying to drug away my cold… It’s sad when a cold lasts longer than a good book. This leaves me with “The Flounder” to read. A monster of a book, really. It’s basic plot is that of the tale of the “Fisherman and his Wife,” an old Grimm Germanic fairy tale. (Although if you must know not all of the Brother Grimm fairy tales are Germanic, most are though.)

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In other, other news… My temp job is done for now, it ended rather abruptly … but I guess that is to be expected. Seeing as it started that way.

No tears over spilt milk
Note: Ugly Girl- By Fleming and John…. I think it is the song that describes me today. Look it up... and trust me I have great taste... odd and a little eccentric, but great none the less.

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

This is who i am.....or what ever....

the thinking socializer - The Impresser

You're a people oriented thinker with high expectations for yourself and others. You like
to make good impressions, in fact for the Thinking Socializer, style is often as important
as content.

You show an admirable balance between thinking and feeling, and thus you can be
analytical as well as intuitive about people.

Your tendencies probably include:

* Wanting to achieve results with flair
* Seeing winning as an all or nothing proposition
* Judging people by their ability to make things happen
* Working harder when bigger risks or rewards are at stake
* Preferring to share in work and goals with people
* Being concerned about looking bad
* Wanting to do things the "best" way
* Becoming restless, short tempered and even lashing out when under

Your growth opportunities:

With tasks: You tend to underestimate the time and effort required by you or others to
accomplish tasks. So you should pace yourself better and draw on outside resources.
Be more selective about the tasks you take on and don't hesitate to ask others to do
their part.

With people: Your hard driving approach means you tend to be impatient especially
when stressed or under the gun. If you blow off steam, you may later regret what was
said or done because of its impact on your image. So learning to relax and to enjoy
regular recreation is important for recharging your battery.

* Pace yourself better by adding one third to one half the time to original
estimates of when tasks can be done. Similarly, reduce by one third to one half the
number of projects you take on.
* Maintain your perspective by seeking to be less emotional and intense about
non-critical situations.
* Take a stress management course and learn simple breathing exercises as a
way to deal with pressure.

Other note...I'm not going to change this background anytime soon, because i'm going to have to work really hard to find something that i think can top this ...Pretty/Quality wise...I will have a specail background for V-day and MardiGras...But then I'll go back to this one

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Monday, January 30, 2006

   Color!!! OHHHH

Oh! I wanted to post about the “Your COLOR Personality Test” that my job has you take. It is an odd test it asks you to honestly pick words that best describe you and least describe you. And then at the end it will give you two colors from a choice of four colors. Any way, my colors are Green/Yellow, which made me happy because they were the two colors I thought would look prettiest, and oddly enough because I thought that it actually fits with the personality it gave me, which states that I’m a Thinking Socializer, which means that when I do a project presentation as well as content is important (which it is, if you don’t think that your crazy) It also means that I have incredibly high standards and worry about reputation (my rep is not something I worry about, but that’s because I have crazy girl looks)

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Losing My Religion

Today is a Losing My Religion day!

Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

I know that it may seem like a bad thing but it really isn’t. It’s one of my favorite songs and if I start humming it that’s a really good sign. On other music news I just got the .hack//sign OST! It’s so great! Half of the reason I love Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is because the music reminds me of dot Hack.

On another note, I had fun at work today they had me calling people in a little room all to myself with a computer. So I was happy and for calling people I got pretty far on my list. On a bad note, I didn’t get many of my call backs, because for some reason my phone wasn’t receiving calls. So, when we figured this out I was getting commed and all sorts of crazy phone usage.

Oh, and I got the tape speaker thingie for my car so I can play mp3s ^-^ which rocks for my 30 minute drive to work, because my radio doesn’t work. And Talk radio bores me.

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

Happy Lunar New Year!

Sigh, I’ve been feeling lonely lately. Very out of touch, unloved and discarded. I’ve been feeling this way for a while, but now I think that it is fully impacting me. Just how isolated I really am. How little I get to talk to other people. How much I want to be loved.

I feel fully ignored.

It doesn’t help that at work, all of the other ladies have their families and friends to talk about. All I have are stories that would take to much effort to explain. I have re entered the world where I’m a freakish girl. Who has to watch very closely what she says.

Michel: Look, I've had my peace with the fact that everyone who calls here is a notch above brain dead, and that the pennies I am thrown each week are in exchange for me dealing with these people in a nonviolent manner. And usually that is fine, but today, sorry lady, I have ennui. – Gilmore Girls-

I have ennui today too. . . .

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Friday, January 27, 2006


Sam’s Musical Journey through life! ^-^

I started the day with the lovely sound of the alarm clock! Now I haven’t heard an alarm clock in a long time. The experience scared me to death. . . and then it was at 5am. Who the hell wants to wake up at 5am when it’s so friggin cold.
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So, much later when I’m up and ready to go to work I’m all happy because I just spent the night before making a few tapes.(My car lacks a cd player) So I’m all excited that I can listen to my music on my way to work.
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Sadly my Cowboy bebop tape didn’t turn out right.

Instead on my way I jammed to the Garden State sound track. It was very nice.
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Then there was work fill with. . . . Well work. . . . But there was free food. . . Meat Pies and Boudin Balls. (MMMMM) I like meat pies. . . I was telling my friends that I’d never had meat pies, but thinking about it my great aunts make perogies and I guess those are meat pies. . . but my great aunts are old and they always are well it’s more of a baked bread and meat thing then . . . meat in a pie crust which is then fried.

On my way home I got to listen to WICKED ^-^

Then once I got home. . . I listened to my loves.

And here they are:
Journey – Strangers – Um . . . one of those power ballads you just have to belt out.
Children Go – Ricky Scaggs - hehe
Shakira – Aqui estoy (Spanish) – The girls got talent and when she sings in spanish is respectable.
Yakety Yak (Don’t talk back)
Dixie Cups – Iko Iko
The Donnas – 40 boy in 40nights
Jewel – You Were Meant for me – Um, Jewel . . . I likes.
UB40 – Red Red Wine
Seatbelts – Paino Black. . . . Yoko Kanno is way to talented for her own good. . . I mean she is flat out gifted.
The Meters and later the Funky Meters ^-^
Postal Service – Nothing Better
Au Pairs – Sex Without Stress
Fleming & John – The Pearl
Garth Brooks – Thunder Rolls
NANCY SINATRA – These boots are made for walking. . .Ahhh, the memories of this song. . . my mom would sing this to me when she would put on my shoes. . . expesically my little red cow girl boots. Nancy got her attitude from her dad, and you can feel it in this song. And her dad got it from Bing ^_^ I love Bing, and in my opinion Bing Crosby is cooler than Sinatra . . . .
Nightmare Before Christmas – What’s This . . . Christmas Town? Ummmmm. . .
Sugar Cult – Bouncing off the Wall – If I’m listening to this I really am bouncing off the walls. . .
Shaggy – Boombastic – You need full bas to truly enjoy this song
Beegees – Stayin’ Alive
Real McCoy – Another Night –
Swing Kids – Sing, Sing, Sing! – Dude this song is great, it’s jus perfect.
Splendora – You’re Sanding on my Neck – Dairia!
I love My Fair Lady. . . .Watch it if you haven’t
Enigma – Return to Innocence – Liking enigma was another reason why I was consider a weirdo at school.
Rammstein – Ich Will – Ah, reminds me how slowly I read in German -_-
Sixpence None the Richer – Kiss Me
The Hives – hate to say I told you so

So, I’m in one of those music moods. ^-^ I’m really wanting an MP3 player

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006


Well the first day sucked. Actually the first day was hell. I was confused, I hated what I was doing and I missed my old job like no tomorrow. But today was a lot better . . . it wasn’t suck it was just kind of a normal work day. I pretty much have the hang of what I’m doing and I’m pretty comfortable now. . . I know one person’s name at my whole office. . . I really need to work on those. But I had a good day. And I’m feeling fine.
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Song of the day: “No One Morns the Wicked” – From Wicked.

Backgrouds you ask for 'em I'll make 'em!

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Monday, January 23, 2006


Wooo. I had a job interview. . . . Did great. Easiest job interview I’ve ever had . . . the hardest being on that I had for academic decathlon (The interview started with a anodote of high stress interviews gone bad in big corporations. . . basically the interview asked this dude if he would open the window or something. They guy tried and it was bolted so but he didn’t notice and he was eventually going to try and smash the window with a chair. . . ;_; This is the story they told me before the interview. And then the interview asked me to make up a story using three words that he chose! Omg, my head nearly exploded. . . And all my AD friends were watching. . . . I think they said I did pretty well considering that was my first interview EVER. ) and the other hardest one would be with my grand father. . . So you know my grandfather is a witty almost eighty year old man who is smarter than me.
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Anyway this one went really well and wasn’t anything like that. So, I was fine.


I’m still whoring my self out so you guys know. ^-^ Backgrounds for free.^-^

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Pretty colors. ^-^

Well the other day I had a bit of fun and here are the results !
Yesterday, my hair was a lovely shade of . . .er . . . blond!
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They gave me some highly speclized chemicals and I had a bit of fun and my hair truned this color . . . .
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I love my little Franka Potente phase. ^-^ Ah, how lovely, everyone should take a chance to be like her for a day.

Ah, well of course that color didn’t float to well with the natives and I had to go with a more natural color like well this one. . .
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So, there I am looking all average Joe. ^-^ So pretty.

Now. . . I did Photoshop the red hair and the brown haired me. But my hair is brown . . now . .. and it looks pretty much like that picture. . . ^-^
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Ah, per normal I’m whoring my self out to you kind folk. ^-^ I make pretty backgrounds. All you have to do is ask.

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Friday, January 20, 2006

   Oh, No she didn't!

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In other news I have completed another background for Magnus. ^-^ I surprise myself you know.
Magnus Background

And as you guys know I’m whoring myself out. Free backgrounds. For anyone who would like one. You ask for what you would like and I’ll make it for you. ^-^

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