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Birthday
• 1989-10-00
Gender
• Female
Location
• in Miyavi's Head
Member Since
• 2004-09-29
Occupation
• Learning all about Miyavi
Real Name
• MaiChii

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Achievements
• i have over 200 picos of Miyavi ^0^
Anime Fan Since
• umm...sincer ever
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Rozen Maiden, Air, and more
Goals
• to Become Miyavi's wife
Hobbies
• Listening to Japanese rock, playing the piano...ummm i love Ribbons...(no i am not the type who loves the color pink and still plays with barbie's) i just like ribbons for christ sake ...now look you made me angry...let me think of cruel and unjust punish
Talents
• *giggles like a cute little girl who just killed her family...with a kitchen knife...and cut them to little pieces...limb by promising limb...laughing...she drops the blood stained blade to the floor...and sings a little song...about everyones wrongs...*




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myOtaku.com: chiithecutey


Saturday, January 15, 2005

hey ..............
well anyway...how has everyone been?? good i hope...my grandmother really got mad at me for no reason...and she yelled and yelled and threated me...she said if i ever lie to her that she will lock me up in my room until i am 30 and i wont be able to see anyone...i know it sounds gay...but the way she put it i think that she is searious...i hate her...i went to my room and found my old friend mr. razor and i was about to cut when i thought about it...and i cut myself anyway...i guess i feel this way because i feel usless and i feel like i am not suposed to be here...i can choose my friends but not my family...i wish i could choose my family then my life wouldnt be so hard...i think i will starve myself...maybe when i can barley walk my grandmother will understand...when she was yelling at me i wanted to screen out that i cut myself...and that it was her fault...and i wanted to run to the kicten and get a really big knife and cut the hell out of my rist...but i thought about it...and went to my room and stuck with cutting myself with a razor...my life...and when she was yelling i saw sick horrid pictures in my head of bloody rain and an arm with a gash in it...what does that mean...

~chii~
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