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Friday, September 2, 2005
Time of post 12:08 am of September 2nd
All I wanted was to hear you speak...
*surprised* Two consecutive posts in one week?!? O_o No way!
*laughs* Ah, hehe. ^_^ Sorry about my hyperactive-ness today. I suddenly felt really hyper after watching some anime. I guess I need all of it to sink in first. . . . *sinking in*
Haha, I feel very happy today. =^_^= How about you guys? I hope school isn't wearing you down. Gambatte! You guys can do it! ^.^ I just came by to check on things here. Thank you, again, for the comments yesterday. I'm more than appreciative of the support. ^_^ Hehe, by the way, thanks SG! But don't worry, I'll have enough energy to last the first week of school for sure! It's true, though, that I have been sleeping late these past few days. ^_^;; Maybe it's because I don't do anything but my Biology work during the day. *sigh* What can you do? I said I'd have to pay the price for my laziness, ne? ^__^ *more hyper-ness* Okaaaaaaaay!! ^.^ (I really should keep up this energy. It's fun. ^_^) *deeeeep breath* Whoa, I need to calm down...
Heh, now that I've gotten that out of the way. I need to start venting...
[WARNING:] VERY emotional girl alert! =^.^=
I'm sorry for being moody, but I just want to let some of these emotions out before I start crying again. Oh, you guys really don't have to read this. I just have to speak my mind for a bit.
Hm, I don't know what's going on with me. I was feeling happy today, but then I started feeling sad, anxious, thrilled, angry, lonely, confused, amazed, and who know's what else all at the same time. I hate it when I get like this. I end up not knowing what to feel so I start feeling annoyed and upset. Heh, it's funny really. Sometimes I think I can handle everything that's going on with me just by myself, but in the end, I owe all my triumphs over sadness and depression to each and every one of you. I'm probably making some of you uncomfortable right now, especially with me spilling my guts out... I just don't know what to do anymore.
I apologize, for being like this. You have all been so wonderful and supportive. I shouldn't feel this way now. Not now, not when I'm waiting for an answer, not when I should be glad that, at the very least, someone will answer soon. Nothing will change. No matter how hard I wish for it, nothing will change. And I guess that's how it should be. Because I don't deserve it, not at all. ^_^
Take care, you guys! Have a fantastic weekend! Ah, that reminds me, it's a long weekend, right? Awesome! But that means only 3 more days until school starts again. *sigh*
[random thought bubbles:] *sings* Mwahahahaha! Singing really does help me feel better. ^_^
Thanks for reading! Ja ne!
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