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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   Why Am I Even Here If You Hate Me So Much?!!! (the super-bitch strikes)
Ever had the days when you felt that your luck was so rotten you wished that you have never been born to this world? I had, and it was yesterday.
I'm not going to tell you what happened although I will tell you if you PM me or communicate me in any forms of non-public commmunication.
As a result of yesterday,now I feel so angry,confused,trapped,suicidal and hopeless and also begin to lose interest in the things that used to amuse me so much.
Now I do not even talk to any members of my family.Siblings do not understand what happened.My parents? They won't listen to me. Everytime I want to tell them what I feel about this stuff they jump to lectures and advice every 5 seconds.....so irritating.WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LISTEN FOR ONCE?!!!
Honestly, I wished I was dead in my mother's womb before the date of my premature birth than being bothered to came out of there just for the sake of living a life. I don't have a life. Home? What's that?!



That picture describes my current mood PERFECTLY.
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