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Wednesday, March 16, 2005


   march 16

i really hate my life,but then again who doesnt?? nothin special like always.some tips for u guys though NEVER SEE THE AVIATOR!!!gods that movie sucked ass,sry to those "few" that liked it but come on it was so stupid!!!i finally told my parents about my lil problem with pointy objects but like they gave a SHIT!!!!they just try to ignore it.im in a really pissed off mood right now cause there being asses right now so thats it for now.tell me if ya liked me poem kkk
*Rumor*





i just cant take it anymore
do you hear me now
you win,i finally give up
i will surender to your power
its not like it matters anymore
not like anyone gives a shit
who cares,right
you make me feel wanted
loved,hated,lusted,degrated
my little angel
only you
you made that quite clear
i should just go with it
just go with the flow
because when you finally finish me
my long journey will be over
you make me feel that im worth it
but then you just rip it all away
and when you say those words,
the ones ive always wanted to hear
you shove it right back in my face
you make me feel wanted,
loved,hated,lusted,degrated
i know your using me
but im ok with it
because i cant take it anymore
do you finally hear me world
i will surrender
mind,body,heart and soul
because when i look back at this
you were the only one that noticed
yes you were the only one
my little angel,
the angel of death.........


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Friday, March 4, 2005


   march 4

heyz yall sup!!
im sooo fucking bored right now,nothin special happening AGAIN life is so boring,theres really no point in staying alive but o well who cares.went to my home girl nikki b-day party it was ok but everyone was to chicken to go out and dance so me and my gurl gabriella? just danced the whole night cause there was nothin better to do and were kool like that.im soooooo tired right now happy its the weekened.yay yay yay. wrote new poem hope u life R & R kk **Rumor saying cyaz space cowboys



as i look out my window and into the night
i stare at the world and think
why after all these years do we still fight
and if i continue to stare and blink
will u still cause me all of this pain
do u enjoy the way my blood flows
wat would u have to gain
and as u watch as it glows
the night shall turn into day
and if there is one thing u should kno
for this is all i have to say
is that forever more u shall be alone

me fav quote i made up @_@

As i watch my blood flow down my arm and onto the floor,i finally find my salvation............



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Sunday, February 27, 2005


   february 26

soooooooooo mad this is the last night of freedom before a have to go back to school on monday: today i went to the movies to see cursed wit my gurls tq and jess it was real good. now just talking to friends online and listening to music feeling ok in self-esteam i just got a blue-eyes toon dragon yugioh card its sooo kawaii lol byez for now and remember kiddies hes coming to get u bwhahahahahaha
***Rumor


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Monday, February 21, 2005


   february 21

havent really updated in a while and when i did not alot. been having lot of problems like recent suicide thoughts coming back to me so basically its been living hell at my house. since its winter break hoping i will calm down or at least stay alive.Rumor saying to sign the gb and remember children cutting is BAD *laughs sarcasticlly* c yaz


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Monday, February 14, 2005


   february 14

HAPPY V-DAY YAY LUV YA ALL

today has been an ok day im kinda sad cause i didnt get anythin but o'well its also me parents 29th aneversery.nothin else 2 say cept sign the gb and make me happy.
*Rumor



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Friday, February 11, 2005


  



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   february 11

went to smithys hous cause it was a half day stayed there all day. bored as hell wonderin why im still here on this plane.


Let It Happen

let the bodies hit the floor
let them bleed from there wounds
let them scream into the night
for they shall never see the light


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Wednesday, February 9, 2005


   febuary 10

havent updated cause me whole computer got messed up-still is 2. got me a dress for me dance green and black. nothin else to say.

why do u make me cry
why do i feel like dying inside
do u enjoy doing this to me
is this all u have to see
i've cried so many tears
feels like its been years
why do u make me bleed
do u need it to feed
and when i feel all this pain
do u have anything to gain
but im sorry to say
that i will not breakdown today
i will not do this
giving into deaths kiss
i still have a reason to live
and i still have things to give
so i will stay strong
for however long
until my dying day
that is all i have to say


Rumor sayin byez


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Saturday, February 5, 2005


Febuary 5

dude me internet was down so i couldnt go on it felt like it was the end for me.yesterday i went to the mall and got a dress for snow ball- i havent worn one since iwas like 5 so ill probably freak everyone out.today i saw the boogyman wit my gurl TQ it was koooool.watchin the supper bowl 2morro gona have a party at me casa its gona be grande.Romor outy adios me amigos


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