Sunday, July 27, 2008
so im eating some tasty pie right now. my sister loves to cook and bake so she baked a pie and its delicious. =D
because i always have to bring it up at least once in almost every post, comics. i've been trying hard to work faster on drawing pages and what-not, i drew two pages yesterday, and today I want to at least draw one. hopefully I can do 4-5 pages a week. hopefully.
so, i think i should mention that nothing happened with that guy i liked. to tell you the truth, it was because I thought he hated me. I didn't mention this before, but he's a complete and total asshole, which partly made me wonder why i liked him. we ended up getting in a huge arguement about how he treated me a few weeks ago(everyone says we argue like an old married couple.)
he didn't treat me like a friend. i think he might have felt embarassed to be associated with me, so he told other people he hated me. also, he would ignore me around certain people, and would treat all his "real" friends better. I got so pissed, and was complaining to my friend about it. she got mad that he would do that, so she sent him a text that said, "You are such an asshole, I'm sick of your shit. Don't bother talking to me anymore." Then signed it with my name. i thought that was taking it a little far, i didn't want to stop being his friend, i just wanted him to accept me. i sent him a message on myspace explaining i hadn't sent the text, and asking him why he was such an ass. and if he really hated me like he told people, why he talked to me. I was so happy when he told me he really didn't hate me, and he explained somethings, justifying some of the things he did. He still is an asshole, but thats just his personality, i guess. I think I didn't really care about him being an asshole to me, i was just upset because i like him, and i thought he hated me.
i dont think im gonna tell him i like him anytime soon. im content for now because i know he at least thinks of me as a friend. and, right now, thats all i need. just as long as he cares in some way.
it was kinda funny, my friend got a little mad that i fixed things up with him.