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• 1989-01-30
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• 2005-01-16
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• Angelina

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• Being very smart...And im not sure yet... Give me 3 years...
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• Since i met Cuddy
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• Bleach,Naruto,Kenshin,Inuyasha,Samurai x,Ninja Scroll,Ninja Resurection,Chobits,Elfen Lied, Hellsing,Full Metal Panic, Spirited Away,and well im adding alot of new 1s every now and then b/c im looking into alot right now so wellim done $ NOW THAT IS....:)
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   Ok Today was a shity day yet again..
I dont know watit is I guess Im getting lazy to do all this i think im gonna start modifying my friends list...Like take away a few ppl...Dont worry to all of u guys that come to my site frequently..But Thats all I can do if i want to get to everybodys site on time u know..And next I fell even worse today I think I know wat the problem is..Its that Im too nice and ppl take that 4 granted u know..They walk all over me and even though I spend 4ever trying to prove my self it dont work..And Ive realized that I never express my feeling like I have no one to tell them to and feel comfortable with u know...So I think that everything im going through has been eating me alive inside..U know I listen to my music and Im happy again but really inside im dieing... Its like I hide behind my smiles and giggles but really Im falling apart..I would talk to cuddy but I just dont think hell understand u know I mean dont get me wrong hes here but i need like a girl u know girl talk..And alot of my friend out here wont understand...I just wish i could make it all go away.. I dont knnow why this all hapens to me Im like the nicest person in the world I dont deserve ne of it..Srry I got carried away..Hope u forgive me...Umm well Ill try to get to every 1 sites if i fell better..Ill still be here so if u all get bored pm me..k..And Umm..cant 4get this...

Question: Do u think everything happens 4 a reason?
(Me I think it all does sumtimes...But other times..Its all by accident..But in the long rum i think its a test to c wat u will become.)
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