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Monday, January 7, 2008


Fuck. Yes. I finished everything I needed to on my to-do list. I'm very, very, very happy about this. Now all I need to do is finish those two essays for my Minority Relations class, and I'm good to go.

Artwise... I'm slightly upset that I'm not being chewed out for drawing Naruto dying and all that shit. I suppose that if I drew Sasuke's head being chopped off, that might make a rise. Heheh.

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Sunday, January 6, 2008


3:32 PM 1/6/2008



Well, I didn't do what I said I was going to do. But, oh well.

A lot, and I do mean a lot, has been happening in my life this past year or so. Stalkers, Peeping-Toms, Breaking up with a long-term partner, Family Problems, Money Problems... Yeah.

Fucktons of stress, if you know what I mean. Hopefully, this semester, since I'm going to book it hardcore to get good grades, I'll be able to update more. No more World of Warcraft for me until Summer.

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Monday, October 22, 2007


   Well, as a means of relieving some stress that I can not else where due to a lack of a private, anonymous blog, I'm going to use this place to... let my emotions kilter for a while. No, I do not expect anyone to comment on my words, nor do I want you to; but, with the absence of a 'disable comments', I will have to make do with what I have.

Any huu~ I have a lot of stuff to write, but not a lot of time to write it since I must take leave.

I'll make my words known as soon as I get time to do so.

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Saturday, May 5, 2007


   Farewell, Otaku!
Well, I knew it was going to 'really' happen, eventually. I'm leaving The Otaku for good. I may come back to post art once in a great while, but that's a maybe. If you want to ever hook up with me, go over to the links I have listed above.

Thank you for making me a better person, my fellow otakus. Thank you.

♥♥♥ Chiru

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Thursday, March 8, 2007


Sadly, my friends, I think I'm going to give up MyOtaku.

I mean, Deviant Art is a lot easier to use, there's more to choose from, and... Well, yeah. I will not forget my few years on the Otaku. :3 And it doesn't mean I won't ever be coming back, I'm just coming out and saying it now.

And, Reno, THANK YOU FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH ME. OMGsdfasdfasdf *dies*

♥ Chiru

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Thursday, February 22, 2007


FUCK.

I haven’t been on here in forever! I’m so sorry! I haven’t been doing anything! Not producing art that is above shitty levelsadfasdfads

Fucking. A.

That’s all I have to say about that.

ANYWAY, my life right now is what you’d call busy? Not busy? I don’t know. School sucks my life up like how I suck up with water with a straw. Ha-ha~

I realllllllllllly need to draw something worth while.

And hopefully, I am right now.

I’m drawing what Azal, Dimitri, and Sissorelle really look like. And surprisingly, Azal and Dimitri look pretty much how they… well, well how they really look. I just need to start on Sissorelle.

I just wish my sketches didn’t look so fucking ugly. GOD. I can not sketch nice for the life of me. That’s why I almost always ink everything. What the fuxzoarz. Yeah.

Hmmm~ Let’s see. Anything else that’s intresting?

No. Nothing, really. Except that I miss talking to all of you so much! GHAFDFDS I hate it! Really, I effin’ do. I want to talk to muh Lolly n’ muh Megumi~~~~~ ;3;

I tried to get a router to work in my apartment, but, alas, it does not seem to work. Yet.

I will have internet at my apartment so I can talk to you soon! ONE DAY, DAMNIT!

And, Reno, don’t worry! I’m working on your icon right now! It’s on my desktop at my apartment. :3



This concludes the stupidity emissions of CERM-KINS.

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Monday, February 12, 2007


WELLLLLL. I have to cut this reallllly short.

I got a Lap Top. My life is now full-filled. I just have to figure with it a little bit because it's Windows VISTA instead of Windows XP. ;; It is new and it pwns me sometimes. I am happy about it, though. Yays!

And, a couple of you said that the guy in my dream looked like L from Death Note. And you know what?

HE DOES.

OMGGGGG. It's so creepy, and the dreams haven't stopped, either. He's just... Weird. His eyes are all bulgy and stuff. And... yeah.

And the thing is... is that I've never read or watched Death Note until this weekend while I was at Mindy's after work.

It scared me really bad.

;;

And I also got new pens. I'm waiting for my Artistic prowise to come back. *claws at it*


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Wednesday, February 7, 2007


WARNING: LONG POST. JAM-PACKED FULL OF STUPIDITY. YOUR BRAINCELLS ARE IN DANGER. LEAVE DAMNIT. THESE CAPS ARE ANNOYING, TRYING TO MAKE YOU LEAVE. HAS IT WORKED? OR WILL YOUR BRAINCELLS SUFFER THE DAMNAGE? WILL YOU RISK IT?

Sorry. I just couldn¡¦t resist. :b Just so everyone knows that this is a long post full of dumb-ass-ery. Yeah, that¡¦s right. I went there. I conned a new-word. Or not really.

I haven¡¦t been on since my last post and I haven¡¦t gotten anything done that I promised I would!

Mainly, that¡¦s directed at Reno The Turk and PinkGreenAngel BECAUSEEEE~~~ I had to work all weekend and I¡¦ve been busy and all that effing CRAP. I have to work this weekend, too. I KNOW I KNOW. WORK AND HOMEWORK. D: IT¡¦S MY FREAKING LIFE. IT¡¦S A STUPID LIFE DAMNIT. BUT NOT REALLY SINCE I¡¦M LEARNING SO MUCH.

I want to draw more, but I can¡¦t get anything out onto paper. I will break through, I shall! Because I am nothing if I can not draw or write.

Oh! I also found my wallet. Thank you for your niceness towards my bitchiness. I guess it was because I was just about to get my George. (Aka-Menstrual Cycle¡K Yayyyy.)

But. Yes.

Hmmm~ You know what makes me happy¡K? That IQ test I told you about? Well, apparently, those guys gave me a free SUPER IQ thingie, so I could see how I scored on everything. These are the eight areas in which they test:

Verbal- 96
Organizational -88
Spatial - 82
Visual- 82
Reasoning- 42
Mechanical - 34
Logical - 31
Numerical - 24

Those are my scores on the test, which was exactly one hundred questions.

Funny, though. I scored lowest in numerical. WHY!?! Because I suck at Math and numbers. Plain and simple. Really, I do. Sometimes, I try to treat numbers like letters and words, and it never works. They go number-y on me. Those fucking fives. And zeros. ;; It makes me a sad Chubbly Chiru.

If I have an alter ego, it would be named Chubbly Chiru. She would be extremely short and fat, chibi like, with beady eyes and shit. And a full head of curly hair. Also, she would be crazy as hell, and have a fondness for human flesh and blood. As well as marshmallows. That¡¦s right. Marshmallows.

In fact, I think that she¡¦d look exactly like the picture on my Deviant Art ID. A drooly fat little ugly chibi. That ponders the many ways to express eternal love for Bakura in complicated sexual positions and scenarios.

Why have I digressed so far from what I wanted to talk to you about? I¡¦m supposed to be organizational, damnit.

ANYWAY. Yeah. I¡¦ve been having really weird dreams lately. The strangest part about them is that they REOCCURING DREAMS. I rarely ever have reoccurring dreams. It¡¦s like¡K Me and this guy sitting in a barren room. He¡¦s like, a tall skinny guy wearing just¡K normal clothes¡K with a lot of messy black hair and he looks tired all the time and he keeps chewing on this thumb. And we talk, but he¡¦s always so jittery and giving me those big tired eyes. It¡¦s starting to creep me out because we talk about¡K weird stuff¡K I¡¦ve had that dream for the past six nights. WEIRD. DAMNIT. It just¡K It¡¦s the normal dreams that scare me now. I have nightmares and odd dreams so much that they are what I¡¦m accustomed to. Not these¡K like¡K Conversational dreams that I can sometimes and sometimes not understand.

Phooey.

Yeah. I¡¦m also getting my last wisdom tooth in. HA. I scored highest in verbal, and physically have a big mouth. Coinky-Dink? I think not. Or maybe I do. But, yes. My mouth is large enough to accommodate my wisdom teeth, but FUCK. THIS ONE HURTS SO BAD RIGHT NOW. It¡¦s all swollen, and it throbs constantly. Tooth Pain by far is one of the worst. There are others that are worse than tooth pain, but tooth pain is in the higher ones.

I guess the reason why it hurts is because it¡¦s breaking through the skin. CURSES. MY GOD. SAVE ME FROM THE TOOTHIES.

It¡¦ll go away soon, hopefully, though.

I went to Fargo on Monday, and I got~~~ Drumroll, please~



Shit, I¡¦ll just give you the list of what I all got. :B Yay for hard earned cash! ((This might be the part of this post that I consider most important. Besides finding my wallet. XD))

Aqua Teen Hunger Force: Vol. 1
Aqua Teen Hunger Force: Vol. 2
Gantz: Season 2 Box Set
Chobits: Box Set Discs 1-3
Chobits: Box Set Discs 4-6
Excel Saga Box Set
250 Gigabyte External Hard Drive
PlayStation 2
Guitar Hero 1
Kingdom Hearts 1
Guitar Controller
¡§Mr. Miyagi¡¨ T-Shirt
¡§There Are Mutha ****in Snakes on the Mutha ****in Plane!¡¨ T-Shirt
¡§@_@¡¨ T-shirt
¡§I like Chocolate Milk¡¨ T-Shirt
¡§Gir¡¨ Thermal Long Sleeved T-Shirt
Black Tube-Top Dress/Skirt (Worn Either way)
Peacock Blue Leggings
Black and White Stripped Footless Tights
Pink and Black Stripped Thigh-Highs
Gir Guitar Pick Necklace
Mummy Baby Necklace
Green Eye shadow
Green Eyeliner

Yeah. As you can see, I bought a plethora of materialistic items. :B With money that was earned by cleaning off the pigs¡¦ plates.

I¡¦m probably also going to be buying myself a laptop. I found a nice one at best buy, but I¡¦m going to have to buy some gift cards n¡¦ shit because I have not a credit card to order it on-line.

I also saw a nice little tablet on sale. :B For about seventy five dollars. I might ask for that for my birthday.

Gwa. I seem so greedy, but my GOD. People, the list I have up there is worth about five years of Christmas and Birthday presents. ƒ» Muh family is not all that rich, so sometimes, I like to buy things for myself when I have money that I know I can spend without dying. ;; I¡¦m sorry! Damnit.

But, honestly, I need a lap top. My Desktop, Lovely Angel, oh how I love her, but she¡¦s getting old. ;; My poor baby. *hugs Lovely Angel¡¦s Screen/Face*

Yeah. She¡¦s named Lovely Angel. So what? Can¡¦t a girl name her computer?

Hmm. Yeah¡K That¡¦s about it.

*hugs your face*

I really want to draw, though¡K I just¡K I can¡¦t think of anything new! And the things that I am working on currently are taking a hell of a long time to finish. :B But those I¡¦ll save to tell people later. X3

This wasn¡¦t THAT long, but long enough to have a monstrously annoying CAPS ALL OVER THE PLACE TITLE.

THE END. OR IS IT?




He Brings Sexy Back. Damnit.





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Friday, February 2, 2007


Guhhhhhhh. I've lost my wallet.

I don't have any credit cards inside of it, except for a Lane Bryant one, but my Driver's Liscense and my SOCIAL SECURITY CARD is in there. D:D;lfkadfads fFuckkk. About ninety dollars was inside, too.

I fucking hate humans. I really, really do.

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EDIT: Still haven't found my wallet. I have faith I'll find it somewhere. ;; I also put up two new, and craptacular, fanarts. See them if you wanna.

I took an IQ test, and, once again, got a hundred. D: It's average, damnit.



Chelsea, your IQ score is 100

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you a Linguistic Architect. This means you are brilliant when it comes to language and words. You are also very good at understanding things on an abstract level. You are at your best when you put those two skills together to communicate new ideas and see how they fit into different contexts. You understand math and science on a gut level, even if the equations and science don't come as easily. You can use these skills to be a great communicator or to create a masterpiece.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of a Linguistic Architect? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you a Linguistic Architect. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.


Oh-ho-ho...

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007


Yay! New site layout.

All thanks to Reno The Turk. Go. Hug him. For he is sexy. *nod*

I'm going to be making him an icon. Of Hiruma. :3 I may not like football in real life, but I do like Eyesheild 21. X3

Yeah.

Right now... Hm. I'd have to think on how I feel. Kinda... I dunno.

I feel frustrated. I think...? Angry. Maybe. My inner person is a fucktard and doesn't know how to tell the outer one what the hell's going on.

Damn them.

Guh.

I'm such a whiney bitch. Hoorah.

Maybe it's because it's fuckin cold and I drew a girl in a swimsuit yesterday just to spite myself.

Maybe. Maybe. Maybe it's not, though...

D:

I wish Life was easier.

BUT IT'S NOT, YOU DAMNED FRUIT CAKE. >:1

I will eat you, because, I like fruit cake. Surprisingly.




P.S. I will change the side bars so they start blending with the black more, instead of looking all wonky like that. Yeah. ¦D


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