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• 1991-09-20
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• Female
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• Naples, Italy
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• 2004-10-26
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• I vork for a doughnut!
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• ::stares:: You theenk me LIE to you??

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• Guitar for 5 years, Art. First place in volleyball tournament.
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• Around 2000
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• Cowboy bebop, Trigun, Detective Conan, Rorouni Kenshin, Full Metal Alchemist, Fruits Basket, .Hack//, Spirited away, Castle in the sky, Princess Mononoke, SAMURAI CHAMPLOO! paranoia agent, Saikano.
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• To be rich and have the world wrapped around my little finger. So yeah, I am basically a money obsessed/power hungry control freak. Hey, there's nothin' wrong with that.
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• Guitar, Art, movies, manga, reading, video games, volleyball.
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• umm....... does lying count? Oh, and snooping. And getting mad.




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myOtaku.com: Celtic-Rose


Tuesday, October 26, 2004

   hey...
I wrote this in my archives because I'm not exactly ready for Jade or anyone else to confront me on this just yet. Anyways, I just got back from my winter camp-out. It was good. I'm just feeling down right now because I feel like I don't have any friends. All my friends seem so superficial and critical of others. Like, we can't have any conversations without one of them saying something like "he is SO ugly!" or "she NEEDS a makeover!!" and I feel like they're just absorbed in they're own little school lives and don't care about anything outside of it. And me and Jade have known each other since kindegarten and are practically sisters. we do everything together. But her and her friends all keep this journal at school and I was sitting next to her friend and looking at it and she's like "Hey! you can't read that!" I feel really bad because I feel like she's keeping something from me. We always used to tell each other eveything. Who am I fooling? I can't compete with her school friends.... And when we were younger and her mom had recently gotten a divorce we invited them over to our house EVERY WEEK after church. They NEVER invite our whole family over to eat. instead, they invite over this other couple that is appearantly 'cooler' than my parents. my mom has cried because she feels like they are rejecting her and they don't like her. And Jade is always going on and on about how tightly and immodestly her friends dress and says " See if i care if they dress like that. Don't say I didn't warn them when they get raped" Well she dresses SO revealing! you can see down her shirts when she's standing up strait and wears her pants really low and her shirts very tight. Does she even care? At her school the girls who dress like that have really bad reps. They get called whores and sluts and prostitutes. Does her mom even care about her? She actually lets her go out of the house like that? I don't want to sound like her mom, but I'm just worried about her is all. And jade about that journal thing, It's okay. I already know what it feels like to be rejected. It happens to me all the time....
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