Monday, July 17, 2006

sorris! ^^
lol i'm sorry to all u ppl that read my last post XDDDDD lol i no it was supa long thats b/c i was bored and i had nothign to do well today i have sumthing plannned for 3hours my aunt is kicking me and my cousin out of the house XD yep she dropping us off at the mall for 3hours lol yep yep fun -.- w/e u say well ya cya lata on bye n_n Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

heyllo!
heyllo pplz! n_n well sinced i moved in with my grandparents -.- i downgraded to dail-up XP it doesnt take long to get connected to the net buuuuut...i cant do many thing i like to do with laptop back up there in GA, XP so ya it takes a LONG time 4 sum sites to load and 4 videos to load but hey i cant really say anything b/c its better then haveing no comp right *sigh* yeah XD lol me and this comp have been through a lot.....i almost through it out the window next to one night....i almost beat it with a baseball bat a few time yep yep good time *looks up* but its my anuts comp and it pretty new >.> not really but compared to my desktop at home <.< this thing is REALLY new lol yep this is ther comp so many thing have happened to me on yep yep i can start naming things but then i'll start wanting bloodlust from sum pplz >.>....<.< while i'm on the subject...lol last night i was laying in my bed and then i started thinking about the 2 ppl i hate most and lets just say that >.> ummm.....have u even seen sumthing that looked good to eat and u wanted it and you mouth started to water? well thats wut happened to me >.>...<.< hehe i want there blood to be drawn on my blade or atleast shoot them once with a shootgun or rifle ( i <3 rifles ^o^) lol i no odd i love rifles ^^""" ever since that week at boyscout camp (yes i evrn to bs camp!!!!!! i went with my girlscout troup XD) *thinks about that week* o gosh i loved it hehe XD so much fun XDDDD but i quit gs -.- i have my reasons y i did it! so ya i no u guys i sick of my rambling and such.........................................
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..........................HAPPY!!! i gave u guys a brake XDDD lol i dont no i'm supa bored yep yep i'm just sitting here with no 1 on, listing to Appy(my iPod) YES!!!!!! i named my iPod u got a problem with that?!?! thoguht so -.- and ppl if u dont think CD is a real name...DEAL with it! lol thats my name n_n lol yes it is if u ppl no my real name GOOD 4 U! XD i'm just so bored XDD well ay hummmm...........
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.............which 1 do u like better?

or (i no there the same pic but just the colors inverted but tell me which 1 u like better)

lol ok ok i'm done well this has benn a result of my boredom -.- XD well lata my good pplz! n_n *walks out the door* *loudskeaker comes on* CDDElric1221 has left the hizzouse! Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Saturday, July 15, 2006

hey i wrote this last night
~just tell me~

Just tell me,
Jet tell me it's ok to say good-bye,
just say it's ok to die,
just tell me these words,
and it'll be over for me,
just tell me,
no one will ever love me,
just say these words,
so it will all end,
just tell me,
and i'll be gone,
from this life,
just tell me,
so i can rest forever,
just tell me,
tell me it's over for me,
just say good-bye,
one last time,
so i can leave this place,
this place forever,
just tell me,
one last time....

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new background
heyllo pplz well as u can c i have a new bg well cay u tell me wut u think of it b/c its a real drawing i did and i just fixed it up on paint a bit so plz tell me wut u think of it and if u want just pm me if u want to c the real drawing of it well thx and u guys lata on bye n_n Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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heyllo pplz i drew this last night n_n plz tell me wut u think about it plz and thx n_n (i no there r big white boxes there but its just to hide the writing under it i no i no its messy but thats me i really cant be neat XD ) well ya thx and cya pplz lat
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Friday, July 14, 2006

i drew this a while ago! tell me wut u think of it XP
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n_n
i feel better then i did last night n_n last night i was going crazy from not haveing any blood n_n but it feel better now n_n no moer bloodlust from any 1 or thing >.> wait...<.< but i still want to kill a few pplz....but thats no1 on here <.< or is it O.o o.O no ^^"" but last night sum1 did pick the wrong day to tick me off a bit n_n but i did nothing ^^"" but it did make me want to take a plane and fly my ass sumwhere and kick theres ^^""" but i'm not going to get into that! n_n lol well ya >.> i'm just going crazy O and ppl i gots 3 new e-mail addresse InuMosho1221@hotmail.com and InuMosho1221@yahoo.com and InsaneChick1221@aim.com and it u didnt no about CDDElric1221@aim.com and InuMosho1221@aim.com lol i no i have a lot of acconts everywhere but w/e n_n well lata bye n_n so ya if u want just e-mail me or pm me or im me i'll be on most of the day so ya well wut u want my sn too? ok n_n aol/aim:InuMosho1221, InsaneChick1221( i'm on these most) and CDDElric1221.........msn: InuMosho1221 and for tahoo:InuMosho1221 XD i no or i'll get another 1 well ya so ya well im me or e-mail me if u want mor w/a well ya cya lata bye n_n Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

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hey pplz........well right now i'm craving blood...YES blood...i few days ago i found out how much i love the taste of blood.....i just love it....so ya well today i was going crazy b/c i havent had blood in a while..... and i want it.....and i'm also fellign heartless today so be carefull ^^"" well i'm just afraid that i'm going to get addicted to blood and its not other pplz blood it my owe....humm thinking about it this will not be so hard....i cut myself when i'm not to happy and take my blood.......yep yep O crap when i go back to skool pplz r going to think i'm really emo >.>...<.< so ya well ya i'll talk to u pplz lata byezz n_n Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

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i'm doing it to myself again.............i'm not eating.....i'm starving myself 4 no reason........i'm just not hurngry..and my sis alex(she not my sis by bllod but shes my best friend) is worried and mad at me doing this to myself.....lol i no when i go back to skool and shes sees me..shes going to slap me REALLY HARD XD lol yep yep well i no she loves me but she scary sum times >.>......well ya i dont no wut to do...i'm not hungry and if i am i just get sumthing to drink or sumthing like that.........but i really don tno wut to do anymore well ya lata i should go hide b/c i'm sure alex wants to hurt me now XD well lata bye n_n Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Sunday, July 9, 2006

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i feel even more alone,
it seems like i just keep leaving a piece of me,
where ever i go,
i dont mean to,
but it just stays,
it hurts,
it hurts to breath now,
it hurts more to think,
it hurts even more when i think about them,
swo i just cover all it up,
with a smile i have perfected,
and eyes,
so no1 can tell i'm lieing,
it hurts so much to do that,
but its for the best,
to keep every1 happy,
but hey,
a girls got to do,
what a girls has to do ,
to keep things going smoothing,
for other ppl,
but who really cares?
i no i dont care about how i feel any more,
but ti still hurts,
it hurts so much just to breath,
to thinking,
to live....



"i stay wrecked and jealoous for this, this simple reason......I just need to keep you in mind as something larger then life"
-Cute with out the "e" by Taking Back Sunday
(this has beenm the song that i didnt no the name of...well lata bye n_n) Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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