Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Emotionless
Hello, srry i haven't been on in awhile, i really havn't been busy and my computer is totally fine. i just can't go on the computer until my mom gets home around 7-8pm. its really annoying how we can't go on the computer, can't watch tv for more than an hourcan't have friends over i can't listen to my music and we have a bed time! it not enough that i can't do anything but i'm stuck in a house with my sisters doing nothing. i can't watch my shows cuz i have to go to bed at

10:00pm

thats just sad.

srry about the complaints.
today was a happy seering hot day of lazyness.

so was yesterday

and the day before

and the day before

and the day before

and the day before that..

you know what?

IT GETS OLD!

i mean, your doing nothing!

i CLEANED my room i was so bored!


friends, if your reading this, maggie (older sister) said she could sneak me out to go places and not tell anyone. ppl could also come over, just pm me if you REALLY kno who i am.
you kno who you are.

this is a song that i wish i could put into a letter and send it to my real dad... if anybody has or can find this song in the file that i can put on my site, plz send it to me

"Emotionless”
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?
but we're all right
we're all right
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive
sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive
and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, miss you
hey dad

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