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Saturday, June 3, 2006


Well today is the day, I drive back home..and I'm not that happy or sad..no emotions right now. I haven't felt like this in a long time. No, don't go over and say "Sorry to hear that" crap, I'm not sad or happy..emotionless. I wonder if being emotionless ever existed, well anyway Friday is over and I basically didn't do anything exciting. I just was on the computer, nothing too big. I had an..interesting talk with Alex last night, we talk about anything and that is something new I got to expirience. Nothing too sad or too happy, just rambling about anything, I followed him. He's a sweetheart and I adore him, just don't take my word for now, emotionless. I don't know how I'm feeling right now but I can tell you how I felt before nightfall, yesterday. I felt like I was getting bitch slapped. Three moms, three kids, we went into Walmart. And when one kid see's the other kid with a product to purchase by their mother..that other kid wants a product to. So then two kids, walk happily next to their mom, who will buy it for them. In the corner stands one kid..with no product. She gets a product and ask's her mom and she says no. The kid walks to where she found it and left it there. A while passes..and you see three kids with atleast to fucking bags. I don't get what I want, I aint no Paris Hilton, I don't get it when I want it. I patiently wait, until I actually need it, not want it. But waiting isnt too good is it?

I waited and seem's tonight wasnt my time..I felt ..bad and sad and all that other shit. But I won't complain, those kids haven't harden yet, I am older. I don't need to be like them, but I did feel very bad. And I guess my current music for the theme, fits this post very well. Well that will be it for me.. I won't be online until probably tomorrow or late night..

Part fifthteen is up and Bleach manga 229 is out, go get and read. We see Aizen-sama in there...

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