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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Monday, April 10, 2006
Hello! Did anyone have a good weekend? I sure did hehe. Well..not really.. I lost my iPod folks but I don't think its 'lost' but 'stolen'. I left it downstairs in the basement and two different people live there..and it was there on friday in the video holders, and friday everyone claims they saw it. Saturday early morning, its not there. At all. Everyone in my house is a suspect. But I can't accuse everyone right? But I want my iPod back. My brother told me someone was downstairs and left within a little moment..did he take it? I don't know but my mom wants me to find it or else I can forget about Poncho forever! I don't know where to look, who to ask because I've done that all Saturday. I want it back, soon. But other than that the rest of Saturday I was pretty much on MSN, and surfing the web.
I wrote more on my story..I guess in total I have 11 papers..from start to on-going. I hope you're all liking this story. Beck and a dream inspired me! I got to see Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex. I heard my hero's name in it! Che Guevara..though I'm not sure if Batou was happy of his mentioning... But anyway, It was a good episode. I'm back into recording episodes folks!! And boy does it feel good. I slept late, probably at 1 lol but its Spring break! Then I woke up on Sunday, pretty late. For the morning I was watching Cowboy Bebop and playing video games on the PS2 and guess what? I finally got the PSP in mail! It's soo pretty, I'll post a picture whenever I can. So yeah..now I need music and movies XD After that I went to church and then after I saw my friend Karen, the church is like right next to the movies and mall. So I had permission and went over there to chill. We went window shopping and looked at books in Boarders. I went over to the manga/anime section, like usual I really need to get back into the manga reading.. Then after we went to get some ice cream. We also spotted Aldo and his chick but I didn't let that get to me, its Spring Break!
Karen invited me to go see a movie and we did, though we bought tickets to see ATL, we sneaked in to see V For Vendetta. Holy mother flowers! That movie is the shitz! I love V and ..the whole movie, its awesome and sooo worth the money. Hahah we didnt even pay. But yeah..it was awesome. I so going to by this movie when it comes out on DVD. But 7 we took the bus and I saw my old friend Jackie, anyone remember her? She was under the user name: The Forbidden. But anyway, we just talked until we got off at our stop. While me and Karen went our seperate ways, we said good bye. I headed home and no one was there.. So I figured some of them went to late church. This was my chance to see more movies, I bought. Play the PS2 and have a good Sunday night. I saw Family Guy..oh boy that show is hilarious. Anyway I had a good enough weekend. Today, no school and my grandma woke me up when I was in a dream. I hate to get woken up but it was alright, if it happens again I'll flip out for sure. Also today, 4:00PM at Washington D.C. that immigration march, if you haven't heard yet..I'll be going there to rep my race. Geez this post is long, I'm very sorry, I just get blabbling. And luck is so not working with me. I was bidding for a game system, at the last five minutes I was outbidded and I was outside and then..I lost. FUCK my dads pissed off at me..why? Why does this have to happen to me. First my iPod, I lost some money..like 200 bucks and now this..I want to punch someone, and hard. Anyway, next part of the story is located below, Enjoy...
Saturday, April 8, 2006
Good Morning or Evening!! Anyway, I'm much better and recovering from yesterday, he's just a dude and lost a chance. Moving on and as you can see I changed the theme..I've been wanting to use this wallpaper as a theme..since forever. I have it on now and the coding was kind tough. Just a few moves to the left and top..what do you think? I really messed up on that big picture in the top, on the graphic program..I like had a brush and just clicked and you can see it on the girls chest..I didnt meant to and by the time I found out, it was already saved. I did Undo numerous times but it seems I did way before I even put the text on..bummer. That sucked alot but hopefully its not too noticable. Changed the music too, hope you like it. From Wolf's Rain album, a very smoothing song..I never heard it before until I saw the whole series. Enjoy! Anyway like I said yesterday after school I went with Adrielle to go see "Take The Lead" with my huge favorite actor: Antonio Banderas! I love that man so much and he was so excellent in that movie. This movie really inspires people...it does. I want to dance now! XD Go see it if you have some time, a very good movie.
Since it's Adrielle's birthday this Tuesday I did the favor to buy her tickets..and then we got our food and we headed, on the way we saw Jesse, a..alright dude. He's annoying sometimes and can get perverted but he's cool. We saw him and he was going to see the movie too but he sat in the front alone cause his other friends were in the middle, he said he felt gay sitting in the front. He almost finished Adrielle's popcorn but then I told her to cough on it..yeah thats what we do to not get food robbers! He's cool and we saw the movie..its good. After Adrielle's dad picked us up and he drove me home. Then after I saw my dad he told me to get ready to go to church. We don't go to church but somewhere where we learn about the bible and stuff. Though our dad wasn't taking me and Grecia, it was Chevo..that guy who I told you about who did that swinging in the basement and fell on his back and I almost pissed in my pants. On the way we saw Griz walking to the bus stop to go home but we and picked her up in our 'limo' van. We picked up Edith and her kid but they took a looong time and it was already late. He were fooling around, making corny jokes, like we all usually do. In the end we didn't go, most of didn't want to go anyway.
But our dad called us to see if we went..we said we got lost and stuff. Then he said "Well you had the intention to go, that's what counts". We really didn't want to go and just get lost and then go home. By that time I felt very guilty and so did Grecia. We stopped by the chicken place and bought some food and went home and ate..That was our night, just talking and the usual chilling around. I lost my iPod in my own house..I can't find it and I don't remember where I left it..I need my iPod..I need Poncho back, that's his name haha. Well today I was planning to go to Montgomery College and take the SAT but I didn't cause I didn't study very well. I feel bad now..but I'll got take it on Monday..for sure. It's Spring break everyone! And guess what?! I got my period.. That's uncalled for!! But anyway..I'll continue with the story..oh and for those who haven't read it yet, you can find it here! And for those who have read..you'll continue reading part three. Read part two if you want to get refreshed.
Enjoy and leave opinion comments! Remember this is a Bleach and Matrix mix, I'll describe characters and its up to the read to guess who it is. Sorry for the long post, you didn't have to read it. *passes out cookies to readers* Anyway that's it for my update!
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Friday, April 7, 2006
Hey everyone, going to make this post a little short. Going to the movies with Adrielle to see "Take The Lead" with my favorite actor, Antonio Banderas. Anyway today was quite an eventful day, Since we were having the wrestling tournament, we had a half day time blocks. First period was 30 minutes but during those, the power went out. It went on and then went off, this caused the students to flip out and stuff. We mostly spent first period, talking about what people are doing for spring break. I was in the corner with some other girls, they talking about the tournament and how it's going to kick some ass. Then on to second period, the power was still off and half the students went outside in the courtyard, where our teacher could still see us. The power came back and the complaining arised. Then we went to fourth period and some of the girls and boys danced Salsa, it is a spanish class. They danced and I just sat there, seeing Aldo with his chick. It still hurts if you're asking. I mostly was sitting with my head down, trying to not me emo. After that class ended the grade headed to the cafeteria for lunch. It was alright, thats when Adrielle invited me to the movies.
So anyway, while eating I still managed to keep the limit in eating. It was hard..seeing Shannon eat Fritos in my face. Bet she was doing it on purpose too. I had made a bet with my sister of 50 bucks for me to ask Ronny if he liked me. Remember that whole admirer thing in mid Feb and March. I only had today to ask him and I told Adrielle, she totally told me that asking him was worth the money. But..I'm a chicken and I was getting very nervous. My heart was pumping fast and well..we saw him in the distance and she grabbed my hand and took me up the stairs. I wanted to run away and not ask him but Adrielle was determined to make me. We were at her locker and we saw him with his friend, fooling around. I really didnt want to ask him now, what if I got so nervous I forgot what to say?! After we left to my locker, Adrielle knew what I was thinking and quickly grabbed my hand to Ronny's direction. There he was at his locker, turning the knob to find the combination. I ...was just..I don't know I was SO nervous. "Hey..Ronald" I said..walking to him closer. Adrielle who tricked me..continued walking..like ditching me. And then it just happened. I asked him if he liked me. To find out for about 2 months. The questioning was over.
I told him and he, still turning the knob to his combination, shook his head. Just like that, glanced at me but then looked at the numbers. Calmly and sure, he shook his head. With that I just nodded and told him that it was something I heard. I left, the kill Adrielle's stupid asian self. So there it is folks, There was never an admirer, it was all false. And what hurts more is that I REALLY believed he DID like me. I made up so many illusions, dreams and I know they were going to get crushed. This is what the..4th time the little stupid heart gets broken. I catched up to Adrielle and went to my locker, remembering everything I said..what was his reaction.. We headed to the gym, the heart was broken. After a good bunch of minutes the gym was fully set up and the tournament began. It was amazing and saw people throw people on the mat, it was fun. Tried to have fun and there he was, a few feet away from me. He wasn't there, there was nothing to get sad over right. He's just a guy.. It's not true. Overall the day sucked..and spring break is next week..I'm happy because I wont see him and anyone else. I'll get to rest and just keep thinking about what happened..
I'm still sad.
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Thursday, April 6, 2006
Aiya..thanks for the words everyone. Really lifted my spirits. Especially Shadow and Caprice, you have my big thanks. Well the things with me and Grecia..we have these kind of out bursts..like I said. We need to rant whenever and I rant to her and she rants to me. But..mostly bitching, so it's all cool now, like nothing ever happened. Though I'm not sure if things will go like that. Pretty peace and then after a while bitching. Let's hope alright? Well anyway, nothing much has changed at home too. After school I went out with Aldo, It's been a while since I went out with him. We went to this mexican resturant and we just talked. I kinda ran out of steam to know what to say. Sitting in a table, facing eachother. Waiting for food, not talking. I couldn't help but burst out laughing. It was so much fun, like the old times. I miss that. So much. Then he dropped me off and I got home and played a little bit of Soul Calibur..good fighting. Kicking butt. My cousin and aunt came over at 12 AM ..and she came in bursting in my room and greeting me so loud. I'm sleeping for crying out loud!!! She talked to me and I just nodded..trying my best to fall asleep so she can leave me the hell alone. But it didn't work and things got even worse when she was discriminating my posters of Green Day, Lira & Roll and My Chemical Romance..give me a break. She hates rock period
Then she went on my laptop for about an hour and then I feel asleep and then woke up again when my aunt, grandma and cousin came back up and were making so much noise. I'm sleeping!! I wake up so tried in the morning. Then we slept, aunt on grandma's bed. Grandma on floor and so is cousin. I went to sleep because it was 2 AM. But then my granmda complained about how much she wanted to sleep downstairs because I have to get up early and go to school. Cousin went downstairs and so did grandma. Aunt was sleeping in bed and snored ALL NIGHT. I couldn't sleep, even the iPod couldn't make me sleepy. I ended up sleeping until 3 and then wake up at 6. Only three hours of sleep..that's not funny.. I woke up really tired.. Well before that me and Grecia were just cleaning out the room and it was fun. We make jokes and stuff..like I said we'll have out ranting moments but for now its all good. So we were just moving things and Grecia told me some funny things. Very funny that I almost pissed on myself. We have a friend living with us in our house and well he's short so then between the table and a chair and so he was holding himself and swung his legs backwards and forward and suddenly he lost his grip and fell on his back. Just like that...and ..it was hilarious..so much. I ..pissed in myself. It was that funny. Well period is almost over so I need to go before the bell dings!
Edit: Oh and about my cousin, she hates anime too...though she didn't say anything about it cause I show nothing on my walls..yeah I'm lamo. For some reason I see that Shanny updated but I go to her site and its the same post from last time.. 0_o
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006
Going to make this quick because I'm at school right now, should be doing a project. Right now I'm doing hard research on Aquamarine because I'll be doing a model of it..holy god..Its ripping my skin off my brain..like it had skin.
Well yesterday I saw the SAT lady and she just encouraged me to keep on going. Cause if I don't pass these SAT's in October then I can forget about going to college. I also have to read every day, read the Washington post editoral storys and write 2 paragraph about it every week. Study some hard butt vocabulary words. On a side of that, do my school homework. Things are going to change because its the last marking period, and there gonna make us work. I can't take this anymore. Also my dad and Grecia got in a fight. Including my self. This progrqam that my mom put me in is costing alot of money. The woman told us to ask my dad to pay as well but my dad, being cold he is. Doesn't want to because he agree's with Grecia. Were wasting money because we'll have the practice SAT at school. Then after dad said he wasn't going to pay, Grecia started bitching at me saying that MY parents (hate it when she calls OUR dad 'my' dad) waste alot of money.
I can't afford to pay 3 fucking dollars for lunch every day. I don't eat anything at lunch..since March. So now I was like complaing that I don't have enough money and Grecia just blurted out "You've gone to Nicaragua, Mexico, Disney Land, Georgia, Flordia, you're parents have the money. While in mexico my dad NEVER took me anywere" ..if you don't get it, she was making herself the victim. Also she was blaming me for being born because if I wasn't born, my dad wouldn't meet my mom and would still be with Grecia's mom. Saying that because of my mom and dad, Grecia's life is ruined. THAT's IN THE PAST, GET OVER IT! MOVE ON ADIOS BYE! This not, showing it of course made me soo pissed off. I'm tired of her telling me that I waste my money and that she doesn't have money because my dad GIVES me money. It's not true..if he did I would be eating at school. I don't know what to tell her because if I tell her something then she shoots something back at me..its so pissing and I'm tired of it. To make things worse, I'm ten pounds over weight and yesterday at lunch, my friends ate their little junk food. A while ago, Shannon came over my house and we were watching movies. We ordered a medium pizza. After I ate 2 pices I was done for or else I'd get fat. But Shannon was complaining that she wasn't even full.
She eats a WHOLE pizza and is in sooo good shape. She had no tummy..stuff like that. She eats alot of junk food almost every day and doesn't work out. I get REALLY REALLY jealous easily so I got mad. How come they can eat what they want and still have that good shape. I eat junk food and then later you see it. I'm like..going crazy cause if I eat something like that then I'll work out. Cause also I'm tired of my grandma keep telling me that I look 3 month's pregnant with my huge stomach. Even if I go eat a yorgurt she tells me "There you go again, get fat" I hate when people tell me that cause I know. I hate my ownself cause I tell myself that too. I'm working my butt off to get those ten pounds off but I'm so fustrated right now..like so much. But I'm going to turn into those eating lunatics but it seems like that. All I want is to be in great shape, stop suffering with my current stomach problem and just do what I need to do.. Anyway teachers around, I'm off.
Edit: don't worry about that whole rambling, I just needed to let it out anyway, probably someone else is having a rougher time than me and I'm no one to be bitching. Anyway we had a foodfight in school and all I least asked was to get our principal to tell us were a disgrace to latin people. Greatidoo, bitch.
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Monday, April 3, 2006
Nothing new..just head over to Caprice's for OtakuBowl..theres some hard choices there!! Go vote!
So anyway school ween alright, was the usual. We have a new girl and she's cool though the 'popular' girls just said "Oh my god..why are there so many new people comming" and all that shit..in the girls face. That's ..a nice welcoming. P.E. was the funest of all, me, Adrielle and Urnie were just being retards and making weird jokes. Whenever Urnie bent down and we would just crack up and he would shout "Stop looking at my ass"..oh man he's so funny. Over all I had a very fun day..haha. New shout box everyone..it's back for good! Go use it! xD
Also, the tornado's in the mid west..I'm worrying over Nessa..though I'm hoping she's alright, PM me sweetheart to put me at ease. Okay moving on to the story!!
Nothing but a tried smile. You didnt see that very often in this city. "What kind" I told her, watching out for any blasted security guards. "Doesnt matter, just any" she replied looking around. I looked over at Rangiku who had just handed a shot to a tall red spiked hair guy with some wicked tattos in his forehead. In exchange for the shot the guy looked at Rangiku's big breats and that makes me laugh. No suit for sure, black shirt with the colar straight up and some black and red sweat bands. This guy had style. I looked at Rangiku and wigled my nose, signaling: who were these people??. She lifted her shoulders with no clue. I poured the liquid that made us all feel light in the small cup.
I put it the counter and slid it across for the girl to reach it. Down it went. She requested another one and I obeyed. Rangiku who walked over said "Who was that?" "How whould I know" I replied wondering. "Though that guy was hella fine" I added before getting the bottle again. "Damn right" she replied chuckling. We laughed a bit and I turned around and she was gone.
The shot was full and she was gone. "What happened to that girl?" I asked looking around the club. "What girl?" Rangiku asked bringing her brows together. "The one who was just here" "Gone" I agreed and drank the shot myself. I looked for the other guy on the other side for the club and he was gone too. Been a while since I saw something like that happened and it was quite interesting.
"Hey" shouted Rangiku -"Take the bin out!" she tried shouting louder than the music. I nodded in response and got the bags. Someone had to do it buy why me? I'm just complaining anyway. I kicked the door open and soon felt the cold breeze wrap it's arms around me, in my bare back.
It was wearing a tight top that only covered my chest, and abdomen. Wearing a school skirt made of belts...I was fly. It walked out to the balcony, ready to throw them over the bars into the garbage can. The town was quite..the moon was glowing and smoke from homes and buildings rose. Like a festival, dancing on the air. The thoughts can back again. Was there another world under the one were all in. Though my thoughts were cut off when I heard loud gun shots
Didn't proofread so sorry if I mispell something!
Okay then there you have it, second part, no chapters XD but also notice the characters I described..tell me if you know who is who!
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Sunday, April 2, 2006
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Hey everyone! Whoo I'm on a roll today eh? Hahah well I've had a good weekend its been alright though I did miss the SAT test on Saturday and the person who host's it would like a word with me..oh dear. Well anyway other than that I've been alright, in a writer's mood of course. Let's just say that I am writing my own story and I've already shared it with three people and they like it. Why not post it here I asked myself. I think I will actually.
A mix of anime and movie..yeah I'm lame but I got inspired by Beckster and a dream that I had. If you haven't read Beck's story, you really should, its awesome. Ummm I haven't been reading any manga or watching anime online. I did see Ghost In The Shell last night but my VCR stopped during the show..so I didnt see the last 5 minutes..pooo. I just came back from church so I'll probably head out later..don't know. Oh have you all heard, I'm sure. Bleach is going to air in Fall on Adult Swim so not Toonami and that..my friend is a lifesaver. Inuyasha is great..and its a Viz production then I'm sure Bleach will kick ass. Hmm..what else is new..I got a new desk and completely changed the room..sort of. I need to post new pictures whenver I can by the way. Anyhoo I'll leave you with a little part of the story.. It's a mix of Bleach and The Matrix...don't laugh..I was bored! ..I'm retarded..
It still didnt take as long for me to forget when I was plugged out. Life had always been a pain in the ass for me, I'm used to it. I had graduated from a college and moved out of the rents house immediatly. With the money I had saved I moved to an apartment a few blocks away from my work. I'm working at a libary...its only me, Rangiku and Max. Of course the owner but he's just there.
We don't make much money from that little small place. It's ancient and the color from the shelfs are fading with time. But then begins the night, Later I work in a club. It's big and and theres a huge dance floor. With gothic settlings, four cylinders on each corner of the dance floor. The bar is the top floor, it's open and viewable to almost every one. Step's for anyone to climb. All dark and vicious. The music is always blasting..so many lights and skin. I'm a server at the neon bar. Rangiku is also there, were great friends like sisters. Late night partying isn't always bad, usually good. Though this is where it all began. I even remember the date. I was working at the club, music blasting with "Dissolved Girl", skin touching skin.
Wet warm sensations. People just come here to have fun. Though it seemed since as if everything changed when he appeared. Black suit, white shit and black tie. Some white triangles in his long black silky hair. He certainly blended out from everyone else. Them wearing chains and gothic clothing and showing that skin. The first time I saw someone dressed like him in a bar like this. Standing near a glass cylinder in which Marixa danced in. He seemed...emotionless..thinking nothing and I wondered. How someone can think of nothing. Was everything worth nothing to him?
But who was I to jump to conclusions. He was on the other side of the club. My thoughts stopped when a teenager appeared in front of me. A black tank top with huge buttons around it and her hair...fitted her beautiful face. The ends went their own way in her skinny shoulders. A little drawed and sewed rabbit was on the left side of her chest. "Give me a vodlka shot" she said to me. She seemed in her late teens, the alcohol age was 19. But I remember I would ask a bar tender and they would hand me one anyway.
So..if you like it let me know and tell me what you think and what you don't like. Opinions are welcome! By the way, keep on the look out for characters I describe..I'm going to use the Bleach characters. I already introduced one. Also, cleaned out the friend's list..it should help me visit better. You lovies are still there, no worries.
I FINALLY saw Harry Potter 5, annnd Transformers. Wow both cannot be weighed together, both were pretty good on their own accounts. I don't got much time to review like I planned, time is short and Otakon is in three days, well including Thursday which is when I'll leave to our hotel.
But anyway, HP was good, better than I expected, but not the best. We still got HBP and DH to watch but Order of the Phoenix was alright, they left out a bunch but no jonnin because; it's a movie. Can't cram 800+ pages into a 2 hour movie, but it was good. Imelda Staunton as our
lovelyDolores Umbridge was far from awesome, she was brilliant. Played her part well and made us hate her, she was good. Good ol' Gary Oldman was also great, I'm a big Sirius fan so when I read in the book that he 'died' I bawled. I'm serious people, I literly..BAWLED for about an hour. I had to re-read his death and then I stopped and crawled to my bed and bawled. He was so amazing. God, and when I saw his death in the movie, I bawled, but quietly. I didn't want anyone to see me, haha. But man and I'm also a little annoyed that Bellatrix did "Avada Kedavra" on Black, since that really wasn't what happened in the book, I'm pretty sure they put it there to let everyone know that in fact Sirius *IS* dead. Which makes me want to cry. I'm also sad they took out the St. Mungo's scene, that was a great one, especially learning more about young Longbottom. Uhh what else oh yes, the ending. If only Dumbledore could have explained more to Harry about the prophecy, then it would be more understanding. I didn't see a tear down his cheek, that would have been nice and emotional, haha. I also believe that if they added the part where Draco warns Harry he, Harry will pay for what he did to Draco's father, it would have been nice, to start off HBP annnd the tension. Snape's memory should have been longer too, oh well still a very great film!!
Am I a bad critic? Haha, well the film was still AMAZING nonetheless. Very good, but Prisoner of Azkaban will always be my favorite, Goblet of Fire continued. Why? First, Cuaron is an amazing director, and hey he's from Mexico. He's camera work and just his --ahh well he's cool XD Sorry if anyone disagrees XD
And Transformers, that was just..utterly ..glorious? Haha, robots smashing other robots, hott.
Okok, must go on with cosplay and, hell my room is a mess. I need to start packing DX
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