Sunday, April 27, 2008

   woot!
so yeah, im over whatever it was that i was sick with..almost. i went from not being about to breath and almost haveing to go to the ER to being able to breath and doing homework and house work. so yeah, abba happy cause i get to go to school tomorrow!

plus i think i got my mom sick with what i had. : ]
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Friday, April 25, 2008

   ughhhhhhh
ughh...im so freakin sick. i havent been to school since wesnday, but i went to school that day. but yesterday and today i had to stay home.

and im so freakin BORED! i hate it. theres nothing to do, no one to talk to, and i cant breath. grrrr. i hate it.

grrr...someone talk to me. please?
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Monday, April 14, 2008

   wow im worthless
aprrently im so worthless that right after someone breaks up with me they feel like its okay to go and make out with one of our friend.

dylan, who i dated for over a year, made out with one of our friends the day he broke up with me. it doesnt help that he broke up with me via voicemail, saying that he didnt love me anymore, after setting up a date the day before.

sometimes people just really piss me off.

dylan nelson is a fucking prick and needs to be slapped in the face as hard as possible.
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Friday, April 11, 2008

....
....................I MADE THE HIGHEST GRADE ON THE PRE-AP CHEM TEST!!!!!!!!!

so yeah....im happy. REALLY happy.

ughh...prom is next weekend. dressing up and making mt own mask for it. it's gonna be zach's first, and prolly last, dance. but oh well. it'll be fun for both of us.
i'll have pictures of it after the dance.
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Monday, March 10, 2008

Well...
Well, I have found out something that is both comforting and depressing.

I'm dyslexic and if we go through with the tests and such, then my life will proly get a little bit more annoying than it already is.
Dyslexia has nothing to do with how a person sees letter, it's how they are interperted. Instead of things involving language being processed on the left side of the brain, they are sent to the right side which deals mostly in pictures. Even though people who are dyslexic see the same letters, their minds rearange the letters with no concern to the sounds of the letter matching the order. Because of this, new words or even words that the person has been exsposed to cannot be easily figured out because the letter to sound connection is not there.

This explains my spelling and hearing errors.

But that does not make me dumb. I have a high GPA and all but one of my classes are advanced.

So don't EVER call someone with a disability such as dyslexia dumb, retarded, or stupid because they have it.

Not only is it rude, it's damn hurtful.
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Thursday, February 28, 2008

stuffs
well..next week is hell week here at JHS
next week the JHS Drama Troupe will preform Greater Tuna on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday at 7.
we have to do show circumstances all week except for monday because we also have a band concert. so yeah.

might be going to a show with zach on saturday.
its gonna be a fun day cause it'll be a month of us dating and over a month of me not smoking.

so yeah

its cold in here
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Monday, February 11, 2008

for some strange reason, i feel like hurting myself
i dont want to, but for some reason i feel like i should
i know its strange and i can really explain why the feeling without someone yelling at me about how that stuff is bad, eventhough someones gonna do that anyways
i know its bad, thats why i dont do it

im just saying that theres a little voice in my head saying that i should
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

ugh
well...for two and a half days i was really happy.
from late friday night til about right after school monday i was with an amazing guy that i've liked for a really, really long time..but his dad found out, took his phone away, and made us break up.
we might get back together when he moves out..which is in october..which is a really long ways away
*sigh*
and wal-mart fucked my car over, but they finally fixed it this morning

ugh...i feel horrible
tomorrow im involved with three lessons with three different people
so yeah, that's gonna suck balls.
over two hours of playing tomorrow
great

i really need to vomit
so ill talk to you guys later

maybe

bye
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

damn
i love the fact that no matter how much i try and make a nice thing happen, it usually gets fucked up. i got excited about a friend coming up and hanging out with them for the first time since july and more than likely we wont be able to because his dad fucking hates. this is the second time that i thought that i would be able to spend time with me out of town friends and turns out, the day before we're supposed to meet, that something happens.
first time i was gonna go to wynne but mom said that she doesnt like wynne
and now their car fucked up all of a sudden and they dont know if they can come alone or not.

damnit.
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

geez
ugh
its cold. i hate the cold. i also hate having to walk into someone else's house when they're not there.

yeah...learned something...

NEVER trust cody dean with your keys and/or cell phone
he will forget that he has them and then drive off with his daddy and the fun game of "where the fuck are they?!" begins

yeah..fell down too.
damn parking lot.

but yeah. 4 more days of school and three of them are full of tests and make up labs.
maybe ill burn something and pass history without being bitched at or being kicked out of the class.

monday one of my good friends is coming up here from wynne, which im really looking forward to because i havent seen them since july really.

have i mentioned that it's really fucking cold here?
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