Saturday, April 16, 2005

There was Johnny like a stranger
Living in a small town
Measuring the small time
He was thinner than a razor
Johnny in a small town
Living with his thumb on the trigger
Wishing he could be
Just a little bit bigger
Bored
To the heart of himself

He was trouble in the making
Trouble in the keeping
History repeating
He was walking into danger
Johnny in a small town
Looking for a light in the tunnel
Creeping in the dark and
Doubting that the sun'll shine
To the heart of himself

And he tells himself
It'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away

She was pretty as a picture
Shining in a window
Everybody said so
What did Johnny have to give her
Johnny in a small town
Putting on a suit he had borrowed
Knowing she would probably
Leave him tomorrow
Leave him alone with himself

And he tells himself
It'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away

Everything is different but it's all the same to him
Everything is nothing like it was
Before she came
Before she stayed
And went away

She left Johnny like a stranger
Waiting in a small town
Measuring the small time
Nights were longer than the days were
Living in a small town
Looking for a door he could open
Hoping that he wouldn't break until he broken free
To the heart of himself

And he tells himself
It'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away

And he tells himself it'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away
A life away
Just a life away


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Friday, April 15, 2005

ugh, i dunno if the sound is working or not, so if it is will you please tell me?
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OMG! We get donuts! IDS rocks! This is like my favorite class ever! Now all the seniors are bothering us. So anyways I get hit on the head with a dr.pepper bottle....grr thanks Troy. Then Troy called me his bitch and that my ponytail was his bitch leash. Does he think I'm his slave or something? I hope not.....scary

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

Ok since sooo many of you didnt read my profile....my hair is now dark red. Don't worry I'm not mad at you all. So like yea yesterday Troy and Kait dragged me to judo. I really miss it but now is not the best time for it. I'll get back into it but that might be a few weeks. So yea I need to save Kait from Troy because he is really violent. He hurt her at least 5 times last night! Damn him. So yea it was ok. Not much fun cuz I thought that Troy should die. But he didn't. I'm soooooo dissapointed. My birthday is coming up and I'm so excited. It's on May 3. I get to get all the Volumes of Real Bout High School! I'll get contacts *hopefully* and driver's ed. I was supposed to have that monthes ago but nooooo Dad wouldn't let me. And my dad told that my hair doesn't look good, so I told Mr. "I'm so vain and conceited no one is better then me" that his shirted didn't look good. Take that dad! Ha!


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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

So Troy and Kait dragged me to judo with them. I used to be in it but I quit for awhile because I was at the climax of my depression and suicidal life. Not that they know that. So I was talking to Troy and he said I should join. But I told him, in third person of course cuz I'm weird like that, "Ashley will join again once she sorts out her priorities, that she will." Now I'm tired. Even though I didn't do anything there. x.x

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I never realized how long my hair actually is! Its really long! So people have been asking me all day if I had dyed my hair. A few teachers noticed and stuff. I love my hair now! But Troy doesn't know I dyed it so he is going to flip out and hit me or something. Oh I can't wait! Only a few people have actually seen my hair. Compared to the number that know. So in two weeks I'm going to get more dye so my hair is darker. I don't think it dark enough. Plus the bottom half of my hair looks kinda pink....

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I dyed my hair last night. It's dark red now, compared to dark brown. Yay! So happy!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Switched from pink to purple. Changed my icon too. What do you all think?

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   My school Library finally has manga! So I got the first volume of Real Bout High School. I think it's rather good. But today is a late arrival which means I don't have to goto school and because of that I can't get volume 2! T.T but anyways.

My friends John and Chris are sooo stupid. They stole my pixy stix! Waaaaaah. Those jerks.


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Monday, April 11, 2005

I'm in school right now. Doing my research project or at least should be doing. ^.^" So like yea anyways, Troy left his Samurai X DVDs at my house last night. He called me when I was at the store and yelled at me to 'NOT TOUCH THE $70 AWESOME DVDS NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO!' So yea I took the case up to my room and then I watched Hamtaro! I love hamsters. I used to have one. Until he died. So like anyways I was thinking yesterday. Well I mean well here's the story. Troy asked me out a few months ago, but I said no. Well I dunno but I have the strange feeling he still likes me. Because like he'll hug me and like sit me my and hold my hand but I mean I got really confused and uncomfortable. So I was laying on my living room floor staring at the ceiling and he was like 'Whats wrong' but I told him nothing then he said I was a bad liar. So I went into the kitchen grabbed some pills and ran into the bathroom. I know he saw me grab the pills, but he didn't question me. I'm just really confused. Once I figure out everything things might get better because I've been sort of depressed as of late. Maybe doing something might cure that. But I need to finish my project.

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