Birthday • 1992-05-08 Gender •
Female Location • with my dear ^_^ Member Since • 2004-03-18 Occupation • daydreamer =D Real Name • anis.
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Anime Fan Since • 6 Favorite Anime • Sailormoon, Ouran High and Yugioh Goals • Train myself to sing with my diaphram =DD Hobbies • writing, drawing, being on a stage, doing whatever, be it singing, acting, or just plain goofing around =] Talents • .....stoning.
myOtaku.com: Broken Wings
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Listening to : The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
Mood : giggly
I need moar MM plz. He makes me giggle :3
It's crazy that I'm listen to him at the most ungodly volume. By that I mean insanely soft. I can't really hear him. My headphones are gone for the mo, so I can't just plug in and listen. T_T
My time clock's messed up. Period.
I forgot what I was supposed to type. So I'm just gunna type what comes to my head first.
I remember Ai calling me up one night, informing me of her breakup with Marcus. I think I should take that picture off DevArt. She was happy O_o;;;
m'kay, I'm off to go obsess about Marilyn Manson.
nightnight.
Listening to : The Cure - Lovesong
mood : dazed :]
I'm really happy lately.
And annoyed,yes- but I'm sure that's all part of growing up. I've also been listening to alot of English music lately, obsessing over The Cure and The Killers. I want a Killers shirt. booooo.
I've just been happy lately.
But then. My parents are at it again. So I must just pray for them, and try not to be so affected. Holidays began already, so what the heck. No point in being emo all day and slashing my wrists.
Hope everyone is well.
Here's a nice cover of Lovesong. Enjoy.
Listening to : FM Static (edited by Ash :3) - Tonight
mood : daydreaming...
I'm feeling a whole rush of emotions, but they feel so distant as if they never existed at all.
I want to have a photo session with him for our one year anniversary :)
I've gotten back my results for end of year!
English : A2 (..=.=)
Math : F9
Malay : B3
Combined Humanities : B4
Combined Sciences : C5 (rotflmao)
Art : A1 (FTW YO.)
L1R4(English + 4 other subjects) :15
L1R5 (English + 5 other subjects):24
I think I did pretty well for not studying much.
AND I FINALLY GOT A FUCKING A1 FOR ART. FTW.
woohoo.
I'm getting along great with everyone lately, which means that there will be some form of conflict soon XD
And even though it's already the holidays, we are still called back to study again.
foo.
Listening to : The Cure - Bloodflowers
mood : sick
My head feels like it's about to explode.
My nose is going off every so often.
I threw up whatever my lunch was.
YES, I AM DEFINITELY SICK.
This is what I get for staying up till morning, crying to sad, tragic-romantic songs.
This is what I get for banging my head on the wall so many times just so I stop thinking.
Throwing up is just my stomach's way of being an ass.
I've lost my appetite really, but I don't want to get gastric. Or worsen my colon infection thing.
I'm just shoving the food down my throat to the point where peristalsis is just too slow to properly move the food to my stomach.
Karma's a bitch, yes.
Nevermind. Moving along.
I'm learning to distract myself.
I need a job.
School is too much of a drag.
...
on a side note, I really like THIS.
So if there's anyone in Japan, please do not hesitate to get me a set ^^
I'm very cheerful today!
SCHOOL CONFESSIONS;
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
[x] Been kicked out of a class.
[ ] Worn your pajamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out during school.
[x] Gotten yourself lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in your school.
[x] Completely and utterly failed a test.
[x] Left your class without asking anybody.
[x] Missed a whole week of school for something stupid.
[x] Thrown up your lunch in school.
[x] Had a physical fight with someone during school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS;
[ ] Argue with your parents a lot.
[x] Argue with your brother[s] a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister[s] a lot.
[x] Do your own laundry. sometimes
[x] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home. (XD)
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going to go anywhere
[x] You sleep in very long.
[x] All you do is watch television/go on the internet.
[x] Your parents are divorced.
[x] Your family makes you cry a lot
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[x] You cant stand being with your parents(read: DAD)
FRIEND CONFESSIONS;
[x] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[x] You have known a friend your whole life.
[x] Your friends are all taller than you.(pink_candy is >_>)
[x] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[x] You have been to most of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends.
HABIT CONFESSIONS;
[ ] You bite your nails.
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[x] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[x]You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers.
[x] You are good at telling lies.
LOVE CONFESSIONS;
[x] You currently like/love someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exs.
[x] You can stay committed for a long time
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centered before.
[ ] Your ex (at least one of them) dumped you for another girl.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS;
[x] You hate George Bush
[x] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do. (aha. sometimes.)
[ ] Pink is an ugly color
[x] Needles aren't so horrible.
[ ]human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS;
[x] Fallen up the stairs.
[x] Had your shoelaces tied together.
[x] Had a nail fall off.
[x] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul. (read: Ash)
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone.
[x]Worn something inside out for a whole day...
Replies:
Ai - Um. Nothing ^^;;
Izzy - Well I don't see what so wring either. It's not like I'm dry humping him or anything. Or slobbering all over his face. Only dogs do so. Besides, I'm not into the whole PDA thing. A kiss here or there is fine.
Anyhu.
I'm beat. The entire week of trying to stay awake.
Shit that sucks.
*stares at wall*
If no one gives a shit anymore, my life would be easier.
For one thing.
She's the one humping the dead horse.
I'm over this.
Yes, I find it a waste of time, and would much rather be trying to improve my shitty grades.
Did I mention that they were shitty?
Counter this with an unstable family and rather...intense relationship.
I mean, I love them all.
Sometimes the emotional toll is a bit much, but I can deal.
I ask you, can you?
Can you go through half the things I do and still come out believing God, in Religion?
My mum did.
And she's fucking amazing to have dealt with everything despite having no one to help her.
If you can still label my life hectic with a '',
then I feel the need to give you a nice slap on the face.
Hectic, perhaps not. Stressful?
YES.
So really, if you find that being 15 is just too simple, then it's all well-and-dandy.
Don't make me retort the way I want to.
Because it is true, I've had enough shit for one day.
I don't tell you everything I go through. You've got your own problems, you don't need me to add on.
And by the way.
You're selfish too.
Even more so than I am.
I'm just here, trying to cope with schoolwork,I'm sure she's doing the same, and you're sitting there thinking,
"OH-MY-GEE,WHAT ABOUT ME?"
If that hurts you, I can't imagine what will happen when I really talk properly.
And I don't want to hurt anyone else.
I don't know why you guys are making such a big deal out of this. She's had all this while to 'make things right' or whatever. Why now?
Because Hari Raya's coming?
ha.ha.
I'm prepared to be civil, hell, I'll even smile at her if you want.
But I'm not changing myself to fit her morals. People have differences, so why am I and her any exception?
Top all of this off:
I'm actually laughing while I type this.
Simply because this is such a by-gone matter that it ceases to graft any impact on me.
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