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Monday, December 17, 2007

   Ugh lunch again.
I don't know why I had this really sad feeling during lunch and I just wanted to burst out crying. My teacher was talking about how friendships usually just work in pairs and she is right well at lunch one of my sorta best girlfriends I have basically whenever she is with another friend she ignores me and just talks to her. And I hate it when I always sit in between them. Like she didn't talk to me the whole time and Im just thinking this is bullshit the whole time. All she talks about is her boyfriend I DON't CARE ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND! why can't we ever talk abotu stuff me and you both care about not just you! So when I left the table to go get my food she switched places with me and she said is it okay and I said whatever sorta snotty. BECAUSE it is whatever it really pisses me off this school! I get so angry about it SOO ANGRY! I really have no one in this school I could call a good friend. Everyone is already paired up with their "best buddies" And Im just like the third wheel the outcast like oh hey I have no one else to talk to then i'll talk to her. I'm not that I basically hate school because of this. I hate being alone I hate it. I can't stand the feeling of not being talked to and not fitting in I mean I don't care and I won't let me feelign show but still stop being concieted once in a while and FIGURE out that theres somethign bothering me. So as soon as I finished my lunch I was out of there and I came to the computer lab. I feel much better now though writing it down and I was talking to my friend someone I can actually call my friend here.

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