Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tuesday night
means my birthday it two days away. This post looks lengthy so feel free to skip around.

The last post was depressing and sounded like I was putting myself down. I was I will be honest but my explanation for that is that I don't have many friends and I'm not the sort of person that goes out to find new friends either I'm sort of shy and I don't bond very well with others like we won't ever be GOOD FRIENDS just friends not the ones that hangout. So WHen I'm complaining about not going out it's because I never had any friends to go out with and I hate going out alone because I hate being alone. But I do have one good friend but we could never hangout since she was grounded but she isn't anymore and I had a fun time for the last two days with her and some of her friends. So things are getting better its just one of those tough times when you realize those people that left aren't coming back(as in moved away) and we all just have to move on too and find new friends.

But anyways I'm excited to be turning 16, not really, but I like to be a year older thats great I just never get excited for my birthday anymore since it's the same thing. As you get older it isn't as exciting as when you were a child and are thinking PRESENTS CAKE! Now I'm just like chill and up for anything for my birthday.

But anyways I've been watching special A the anime itss very good I just don't like hikari shes so SLOW!! and doesn't realize Kei likes her. ANIME characters like that frustrate me so much!!

But anyways I've been commenting people sites and am I trying to get back into otaku.

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

I'm really tired

Of this same Routine


I just want to go outside like everyone else.
I've lived here just as long as everyone else so why am I even just scared of going out there?


That's because everyone left me.

You wouldn't go outside with no clothes on, or with bed head.

It's the same.

It just sucks I'm missing that part that allows me to be whole. But it's never coming back so how do you become whole again?

JSDFLKJSD!

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Friday, June 20, 2008

Watching Death note episode 25
So I won't spoil anything and WHY DID I stop watchign deathnote? Idk why but I've continued to watch it again its so awesome. But in this episode its so freaking random L begins to rub Lights foot and massage it and they are both alone and its all quiet. I scroll down the screen and see this.

wow. this epiode caused so many yaoi fanfics

Its because of light and L being alone and stufff hahaha how awkward. I'm actually enjoying myself right now.XD

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Monday, June 9, 2008

yum.
Highschool debut is a good manga...too bad you won't find guys like yoh around here! damn shoujo. read it attt onemanga.com

So I drew something today I always get into art and back into anime when summer starts why? I don't know. No one gets on otaku anymore has everyone left to deviant art? or have they just gone on with their lives?

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

the concert!
WAS FUCKING AWESOME!
I took over a 100 photos. I loved it and I don't care that I was alone at that concert because it was bomb. And I got autographs and pictures with band membersfuckk yeaa! and especially since I met john!!! best day ever! (last night)

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

sort of back
yea its been a while hello there.
Im not really back on but yea.

I love the maine, john ohhh your are the best and your cute too.

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

taking a break
from otaku for reals now.
Don't expect me on or commenting for a couple of weeks or so.

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

hehe funny old movie back in the days.
The End of the World

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Leaving.
Daily obsession: books
Mood:Shock


No i'm not leaving otaku.
SO im getting out of school early and I'm going to cali yay!

I bought two books to read on the way over there because I finished my other book i bought in 2 days. I can't finish eclipse because I want it to last longer so I want finish reading the book yet I do weird stuff like that, like you know when you eat the best thing last? something like that.

Well Im watching outlaw star. WHoa old series. I can't beleive I watched that when i was freaking 6! That must have been like one of the firsts anime I've ever seen! I remember though the first shows I watched were the saturday morning shows kirby and pokemon and then I watched dragon ball and then outlaw star and gundam wing. Those were the shows back then. But I can't believe I saw outlaw star when i was 6! The dude freakin had sex! wow lol that was over 9 years ago. I would think I wouldn only be mature enough to watch it if I was like 12 right now. NO one ever cared what I watched.

So well Ill try to get around to sites but im sort of busy packing my stuff I don't know wtf to bring so Im just bringing a few clothes my book and mp3 player and hygiene stuf thats it.

Getting a halo id is very difficult...
Don't grow up too fast.

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

sorrryy
I'm like super busy this week so I'm not going to be on much! Ill try to comment on sites.

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