Thursday, October 28, 2004

   Running...
God... it's so hard getting up each day and running as though my life depended on it... but if I want to stay well, I need to... but it's really tiring...oh well, gotta go...bye
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Finally got past writers block...here it is...
I see your face inside my dream...
It is sitting there, torturing
I hear your voice inside my head...
Telling me that it's me that should be dead...

The sacrifice of murder
Everybody screamed "Don't hurt her"
The sacrifice of murder
Don't you know...

Your chilling grip still on my arm...
As your world faded away...
Your look of terror now on my face...
As I lie here in this cold place...

The sacrifice...
The sacrifice...
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Monday, October 18, 2004

Quick Like a Bunny....
Gotta go...working on poetry...k? c ya all later
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Thursday, October 14, 2004

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   Hello Everybody!!!!
So I sit in the morning at my breakfast table and the phone rings... It was my aunt. She said that she needed a change of air and her house was now mine!!!! yay! I'm so excited... that sure got me out of my foul slump, that's for sure.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

   Depressed before, but now...
Oh who am I kidding...I'm still depressed. I'm glad that this site is actually being looked at every once in a while...thanx miaki...still, when your thoughts keep returning to that...horrible day in life when you lose a loved one to themselves...it gets hard sometimes...I kinda feel like Kagome when she gets thrown into the Bone Eaters Well by Inuyasha and she finds out she cannot go back...you long to see them again, but it's all out of your control...sigh...thanks all for being there..........
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Friday, October 8, 2004

   Go
When I look and I see
What has become of me
I try to be
Myself
But inside I do cry
At the monster inside
But I don't know why
It's there
Go
Go away
I don't need anyone to say it again
Leave
Don't come back
I understand, get off my back...

B ecause I'm a monster
A nd I'm so aware
N ow I see you somewhere
G o away I don't want you to stare

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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

   To make it up..........
I know I've been skimping on the posts lately, so I'll make it up to all, but not today...bye...lol
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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

   Another Day, another dollar...
Wow...just sold about $100 worth of candy today... yay. Been working on new rpg rules and think I figured out something...mabye. If I can get a bunch of index cards... teah...that would work...gotta go... more tomorrow
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Monday, October 4, 2004

   Today's Triumphs
Just got back from the courthouse, where I just got all of the legalizations needed to fundraise for my club... I had quite a lot to do in order to accomplish this, but I did it... yay. I need to put more time aside so that I can talk to my friends... they seem to despise me...
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