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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Lament of the heart....
Sorry I disappeared again. The class I have is harder than I expected.

The love square has gotten to be too much. I'm so very confused about it now. Its driving me crazy because the greater my feelings for her become, the more I fear that I'm just going to end up without her (it is a love square after all. So the odds are not very good...). I end up fearing it so much that I do things to push her away. But then I feel bad for doing such a thing. *sigh* A never ending circle of selfdestruction.
Because of this and the class... it looks like I need another break from everything for a while. I plan on doing nothing but staying to myself for the next little while. Just until I can sort all of my feelings out. Love certainly is the most beautiful and painful thing.
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