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Thursday, June 14, 2007


Long time no post!
Listenin' to: Suki Dakara by Katou Izumi (Bokura ga Ita)
Mood: A bit tired. Isn't that wierd? It's only after 9:00 PM?

School's finally over! Or was yesterday. Either way I don't have Creative Writing class anymore so I can go back to writing here.

But boy, have I been productive lately. I've completed quite a few anime series, like High School Girls and Emma. I just finished watching the j-movie Tada, Kimi wo Aishiteru a few minutes ago. Asian films are really about life, no happy endings, but meaningful. They kill me everytime >.< with the angst, yet I still watch them. This movie was with Miyazaki Aoi too. ^.^ What a plus :D

Movin' on- I've taken an interest in other anime series, like Bokura ga Ita and Good Witch of the West (the nihongo title is too long..). I'm also almost done with watching Full Metal Panic (on Netflix) and then Fumoffu starts!

As much as I love this spring season's anime, I need them to end so I can go back to watch only a few series at a time. Right now, I'm watching about 23 series, some on hold and others waiting to be released. Still, I wish I could just watch 5 at a time. Sheesh, I have a little problem there. Ehehe...

Now that school is over, my parents are getting in full swing for moving into a house. I can't help but get excited, thinking of the room I'll get. I'm getting my own bathroom too! No more sharing with my little brother. Woo-hoo! I can't wait to decorate my room with tons of anime posters and pictures. I'll be staying there two years after all. College really isn't far away. Ah! I just remembered that last time I said I wasn't going to go to college. Well, this way will get my parents off my back and since, I'll studying Psychology, I might as well make the most of it. I wanna go to NYU. Why? 'Cuz it's in New York. It's one of my favorite cities in the world ^.^

I hope that this summer, I can go visit my friends bakc home in FL, and make up for seeing them this whole year. I used to see them practically everyday for 9 years, it's only natural. And as much as I hate pictures, I'm gonna take some and put our memory pix up on my walls in my room of the new house. I only have one photo of them, from before I left, last August. Also there's one with my uncle, but I don't really care about that one ~.^

Oh! Another goal, I wanna lose 5-10 lbs. I mean, it's summer! What about the beach? Or the pool? I can't keep using th excuse that I don't like to swim just cuz I don't look good in a swimsuit. Many people don't know but, I love to swim. I wonder what it would be like to have a normal summer with your friends instead of spending all day and everyday in front of the computer. Honestly, I'm tired of watching anime all day. o.0 I never thought I'd say that, but it's becoming less fun, since I have no one to share it with. I need my otaku friends from back home! Or even friends here would be nice, thank you. But I avoided making out-of-school-friends since I was only at this high school here for a year. Is there a point to making friends for such a short time? Well I still had some people I said hello to and worked with projects on.

Speaking of school, I'm surprised at myself. I don't really like speaking up in front of people, so when I volunteered to talk about Israel of front of my World History class, I wonder why and how I had the courage to do so. Why did I care? Well I decided because I'd want to know about a country if someone was coming to speak about it. ~.^ How many people talk like that? Lol.

This sure is a long post, but I guess it makes up for all the time I didn't post anything.

Has anyone seen the new movie by Satoshi Kon, Paprika yet? I wonder if it's as good as Perfect Blue. They make me think, with that really smart person inside of me. Hehe.


Well, I'm running out of things to ramble about.

Bye-bye~

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Saturday, April 28, 2007


One of my depressed days....gah....
I've been watching Death Note and Tsubasa no Oreta Tenshitachi II practically all day today. Only one episode of that drama left!

So from watching all that I'm in a sad mood again, remembering my past and pain and whatnot. I even got the english song from that drama. In the arms of an angel by Sarah McLachlan. It might just be called "Angel" but whatever.

All this time, I've been nonstop uploading Sukisho and Loveless episodes. I'm so close to finishing, that I might even finish today. I hope so. Uploading takes a lot of time.


I've had another thought for my future. If I don't go to college, as planned and become a real estate agent, just think how bored I'd be. What will I live for? Besides, my anime and so on, I don't have a goal except I to live on my own, with freedom.

Well, I just want to graduate from high school now. My sophomore year is only a month and a half till it finishes, and then summer. I plan to go home to Florida during this and my parents will be buying a house. Next year, there's school, wherever I'll be, since I have no idea. Only two years left of high school, I've still got more thinking to do.

Oh and I won't be getting rid of my netflix. My mom and I are going to share it. Solty Rei Volume 3 is already on the list. But that's all I want for now.

My dilemma now is what anime I should buy. I don't want Fruits Basket after all; I want the manga instead. I don't like to have both types, unless I love the series.

Well, later then.

~nat~

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Saturday, April 21, 2007


Well, now I can post again. Happy weekend and wow, what good weather outside today!
Hello, peoples! Now, that I actually have readers, I am happy. But I can't stay long, I have a lot to do today and this weekend in general.

I finished Card Captor Sakura yesterday! I've already seen the ending before, so no tears came, but they did come with the scene of Shaoran comforting Sakura after her turn down from Yukito. And when Shaoran confessed to her. Sugoku kawaii!!

I also watched the first movie again today and I'm uploading it on Veoh.com so anyone who hasn't seen it flock to there.


I watched the first episode of Lovely Complex yesterday. It was really funny and reminded me of the live-action movie, which had Koike Teppei in it.

Well, the first Cardcaptor Sakura movie is up! And the second is right behind it.

I'm going to watch the second volume of Solty Rei soon. I have to hurry too, since my netflix expires this month and won't be renewed, I have to watch the dvds quickly.

That's all for now.

~nat~

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Monday, April 16, 2007


Virginia Tech massacre
Lemme tell you I was shocked. I mean, I live in Virginia, and I always thought this state was safe. I guess not. But what I want to know is why more warnings weren't given. I mean, there was a frickin' gunman on the campus. How can you not close the school? Does anyone notice that nothing is being done to prevent these things from happening? I'm afraid America won't learn until even more students die. Maybe then they'll do something about it. We'll probably move, who wants to be in a state that does nothing to warn and prevent these things from happening?

All the more reasons for me not to go to college, anyways. But it isn't all at colleges. These things are happening everywhere. Something's gotta be done about this...man, it makes me so pissed off....

Who knows if a gunman comes onto your school and you're caught in the line of fire?

Warnings, lockdown and police should have been called after the gunman killed two people in the dorm across campus. Nooooo.....please proceed to class, a gunman is nothing to stop your studies, students.....I think not!

Opinions, people?

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Thursday, April 12, 2007


To add on from the last post, my bad...
WHOOPS, EDIT: I forgot to mention the recent dreams I have for the future. Baka! Okay, well I've had these for awhile, but:
1- Have nice hair, one day being straight the other curly. I long to have beautiful hair again...
2- be slim (again) and be on a comfortable diet (if i could only lose those pounds!)
3- (once again) a nice apartment, preferably by the sea (that would be a dream home for me *sigh*)
4- feel carefree walking down a street, not having to worry about my body or anything else (now, that would be nice. i can picture it, me skipping in perfect happiness)
5- i dunno, just to be happy, maybe fall in love, as long as it's not a painful love. i already write enough stories with that *rolls eyes*
6- oh! have silk sheets
7- be able to sing freely without holding back. now that would be nice, i'm to embarrassed to sing in front of other people. though, i did decide that if i had a koibito (lover) i would sing for them. there's another nice dream.

I think that's it for now. I've got stuff to do, things to listen to. (me: it's not hentai, i swear!)

~lol, ciao~

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Another NEW post. I'm on a roll!
I can't believe myself. I'm watching way too many animes now. But well, I got bored of my other ones. And I decided on something. I won't hold back on watching yaoi and yuri. I mean I like it, but it's awfully dangerous and addicting. I'm turning into more of a hentai person by the day.

Oh, my mom just handed me my netflix. Yay for Card Captor Sakura kawaiiness! I'm already on dvd 15. The series is almost over. I'm planning on watching the movies again afterwards, so I understand more than before. It's a long story...

Last week I made up an anime watching schedule but I haven't been able to follow it yet. Maybe next monday.... Though, I've eliminated Wolf's Rain (read the manga awhile back) and Bleach, I think. Bleach is waayyyyy too long to keep up with, as much as I like it. 60 episodes is my limit, and those were Juuni Kokki and Full Moon wo Sagashite, which are in my favorites.

Anyways.....I was watching this korean movie earlier in the day and yesterday. It's called "The Art of Seduction". I liked the title of course, and it was a romantic comedy. Too bad, it didn't deliver.... but for once, I finished a movie I didn't like. The way I see it, none of them knew how to seduce another, lol. They need real lessons...

Movin' on... the trip to Fredricksburg's been canceled. It's supposed to rain this weekend. There's a ruined plan. But my mom wants to take me to see some interesting sites in Richmond, the old historical parts of town. I'm interested, of course, since I love history. Oh, speaking of history, history and psychology would be my majors in college, if I decide to go in the end. I think it's a waste of my life. Now, if it was only two years I'd consider it, but it's more than that. My mom said I should consider being a Real Estate agent. It's takes less than 6-8 weeks to become an agent, but then there's all sorts of tests. Well, it'll be a stable income, so I'm happy. I can also take my time, working part time somewhere in the meantime.

^.^ Ah, that's better. Music....real voice by ayaka live. Now there's a voice!

Speaking of music.... it's not that I love pop songs, it's just j-pop is beautiful lyrics and great background sounds. J-rock is usually visual kei and it just sounds like metal to me...boring. Some though, like L~arc-en-Ciel, Gackt, and TRAX are good. Still j-pop rules overall!

Well, I think I'm outta words.

Till next post,
~nat~

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Sunday, April 8, 2007


Wow! I'm acutally adding another post! But I just added one yesterday!
Mood: On a yaoi high

I'm so happy and hyper now, lol. I'm downloading yaoi to my heart's content right now. and only the really good ones, if you know what i mean ^.~

Is there a site for yuri? I'd love to watch some yuri again? I miss it. I'll also have to chck out that shojo ai fanfic site. *sigh*

I'm also happy and melancholy that Saiunkoku Monogatari ended. But hey, at least now I'm ready for the second season. I heard it came out yesterday. But it'll probably be awhile before it's subbed. I'm still waiting for Darker than BLACK and sola to be released and subbed. Actually, Darker than BLACK is released. Someone sub it, please! Oh, and I have HOLWING, the OP for Darker than BLACK, but I need th ED, tsukikari or something by Rie fu. It sounded really good in the ending clip-- http://randomc.animeblogger.net/2007/04/05/darker-than-black-01/

Well, that's the link to the whole article. Oh and anime fans, there's a good resource for you. I've got others, just PM me and I'll give 'em to you.

Ugh, so annoying! All day my computer keeps saying "there is an IP address conflict with another system on the network" yeah, I know that. What do you want me to do about it? Do I look like a pc tech do you? Stupid computer...

Oh well, I guess i have nothing else to say except, i just found some great sites for yuri amvs and fanfiction. I even found a real-life yuri mv. Can't wait to watch!

~nat~

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Saturday, April 7, 2007


Wow...another post...after a long time
Listenin' to: Clazziquai- After Love
Mood: content, a bit hungry

I really need to post more often, but every time I go to, I lose interest in doing so. ugh, I'm hungry. I've been only having two meals a day and surprisingly no snacks either. Just how do I survive? I guess when I'm this preoccupied, it doesn't matter. Hooray for me! I just might lose 5 pounds by summer! Well that's an easy goal.....compared to other people. Still, that's what I wanna do.

Yatta! It's spring break (shoulda mentioned this first). I already have plans for this break and that would be, finish Zhan Shen MARS, continue Bleach, start Gakuen Utopia Manabi Straight (already did), and restart Death Note, which I abandoned but I can seem to get the anime out of my mind. I've dropped a lot of shows though. Some were just too pointless to continue....

Oh that's right, I'm going to be going to a bookstore any day now, my mom promised. After I buy to my heart's content for manga, I'll use the rest of my money to buy anime on Amazon.com; though I wonder if it's cheaper on Rightstuf. Oh well...

I've got my netflix to watch, only one this time and I need to finish the My Lovely Sam-Soon episode I was watching; I just paused it.

So I better get cracking,

ja ne,
~nat~

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Sunday, March 11, 2007


   Wow...it's been a long time since my last post....
When was the last time I created a post? It seems like forever...

Things haven't been as busy for me lately. they will be later though. My parents are still trying to find a house, which is annoying because my mom goes and goes about this place or that. I don't really care! Just get a place already! It makes me feel insecure when I don't know where I'll be living next year or what school I'll go to. Though, there is one thing I do know: I might definitely back home to Florida for a visit during the summer. It'll be good to see my friends again. I dunno why but for some reason when I do see them I feel alive again or something. It's like there's this warmth in me and nothing else matters. It's really nice... If there's something I remember, it's hanging out with, watching anime and stuff.

But I had to move here in order to realize that. When I still lived there I took them for granted. You sure, don't know what you got till it's gone. Oh well..

Yesterday, I was talking with anyone (meaning in my family) about future careers and stuff. Maybe I was wrong to bring it up? For some reason, my mom kept saying, "Well, you can always with us." Does every mom suggest that? Well it'll never happen. Of course, I didn't tell her the real reason: that when I'm 18, I'm getting outta here as fast as I can. Anymore time would be wasteful. After all, I've got things I wanna do. Like get my own apartment, hasta to be high-rise; I wanna cat, and I would like to have a futon and a kotatsu. But Kotatsu are expensive! They're like $500! It might be a while before I save up for one. I need that money to pay bills and get anime/manga, you know.

I think I'm changing my mind about becoming a lawyer. It'll take 7 years of Law School to become one and I don't intend to waste seven years of my life like that. The maximum # of years I'm willing to spend in college is 4 years. So, I'm thinking about working for Shojo Beat or maybe even Viz Media. I mean, why not work for a company you love? It's a good idea....but who knows...

To other news... I've finally watching Ghost in the Shell: Solid State Society. I really liked this one. Except for the small part where the uploader forgot part 11... so I had to watch it unsubbed and then I just decided to download the subs. But there was a part I was confused at, the whole who was the Puppeteer guy? And they said he died two years ago...don't you have to be alive to have another body to go into? Like the Major's other bodies? Weird...

Other than that, I've been watching Simoun, but now it's not loading, nor is Sapuri, so I'm watching Mahou Sensei Negima and just a few minutes ago, Omohide Poro Poro, a Miyazki movie. It's really good so far, but I stopped to write this. Oh! my netflix came friday. Though, I haven't had the chance to watch them (meaning two dvds) yet. It's Card Captor Sakura dvds 4 & 5. And yes, I am watching CCS. Might as well. I never saw it when I saw a kid, like other people. I was always playing outside, like the tomboy I was. Other than that, I watched cartoons on Cartoon Network and Boomerang. There was Nickelodeon and Disney. Too bad. I don't watch them anymore. The only thing I watch, is what I'm recording: .hack//Roots. It'll be over soon though. What'll I do after that? Who knows....

Well, just a little bit of info...I love the Olivia inpi' Reira (Trapnest) album that I recently downloaded. It did come out officially , right? Anyways, if you're a fan of NANA or Olivia herself, get it.. It's really good. I still have to put it on my iPod....hmm....

Ja ne,
~nat~

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Saturday, February 24, 2007


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