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Tuesday, October 16, 2007








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I'm Alandra and welcome to my little space of MyOtaku!
This theme is... Genjo Sanzo from Saiyuki!
*Blue doesn't know what to write here.*
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See ya! *waves*




Feeling... Better
Time... 7:08 pm

Sorry I haven't been here for a few days, I was depressed. Even today I was... I had a good cry this morning at school and one of the teachers was kind enough to take me into a another room and let me cry with Emma by my side for a while.
I'm just really worried about my dad...


I did go to try visit him on Sunday, and Emma came with me. But my dad was sleeping, so I didn't get to talk to him. I couldn't even go in to see him... I just couldn't... I dunno why.
I did get to talk to a older cousin I've never met. There was an arguement between my dad and his dad, who are brothers, and so I'd never met him. We talked for a while, which was good.
I learnt a bit more about my dads condition.
He did have a mental breakdown, but he's also got an infection. They think the infection might have had something to do with it, so they think once they rid of the infection he'll be able to get better in time. But their giving him medicine that makes him even more agitated than he already is. He even lashed out at a nurse... So they had to sedate him... So that probably explains why we was sleeping when I went. They are starting to get him off them cause he's getting alot calmer, which is good.
My cousin said that when he went a few days before and talked to my dad, he seemed to speak in riddles. Which is strange because there's nothing wrong with my dads head. They did scans and he didn't have a mini stroke or anything like that... So it's weird.
Also, there's a history of my family members being neurotic, so that might have something to do with it...


I am trying to be alot more positive, but it's hard. But things are starting to look better.
I'll tell you guys more when I get the information.


Love you all! *hugs and kisses* Byye!


Alandra -Blue-

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