Thursday, June 30, 2005
I guess my mind and heart is not as good as they use to be... able to care and have fun with my friends and be part of them. Any more, I just don't feel like I belong and I no longer understand myself like I did... alot of things have happened and I understand alot more... Its my doomed misery is seems. So much I feel I have lost... so much more I wish I had... but nothing can be given.
In Darkness, let the blood flow...