Birthday 1991-11-06 Gender
Female Location New Jearsy Member Since 2005-11-19 Real Name Gabriel (just for the record I"M A GIRL!! thank u)
Favorite Anime Hellsing, Inuyasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Samurai Champloo, Rorouni Kenshin, Naruto, Vampire Hunter D, Blood: The Last Vampire, Furi Curi, Goals I wnat to abble to illustrate anything that is put in from of me, That means that i have a long way to go still. Hobbies draw, read, play video games, be,out alone at night, pretty random... Talents I can sing and I learned to steck pretty fast. I guess that's one of my talents
myOtaku.com: Blood Angel
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
my internet is back!!!!!!!!!
well ppl, i got my internet back at home, that means that i'll be uploading some new art work (mostly Hellsing) please look at them and comment them plz. hope you like them ^_^
a choice to make.....
ok so here it goes :
i have a bf and a friend.....my friend wel....i really like him and i wish to be with him but i have a bf already.......before my friend didn't have gf but now he does and it just gets me sooo fucking jelous......i like him but i just don't dare to tell him, i should have no prob telling him specially because he likes me alo too. he used to risk getting into mayor trouble just to call me....we used to spend hours on the phone just talking and worse, the gf that he used to have back then....well....he broke up with her just to be with me.....but i had a bf.....now he has a gf, i'm SUPER jelous and mayorly sad....i want him soooo badly....i really like him....and i think he likes me too......friends tell me that i should tell him how i feel but i just can't!!!! i don't dare to.....wish me luck ppl i'm gonna need it....
great.....i'm depressed again but this time i have a reaso to be sad, some problems have been going on with my bf and worse of all right now i can't do anything about it, some ppl have ofered me help but i just won't accept it.....i'm not that good to ask for, even if i really need it....i guess that i'lll have to accept the help even if i don't want it, but the help mthods don't really convince me.....what the hell is going on, it's problem after problem after problem.....i'll never break this bloody habbit......
mna i think im gonna die....just yesturday, i had a mayor deepression.....it even goes on today, i have no desire to do anything, even things that i want or like to do yesturday i just wanted to start crying for no real reson, my mother was making my life impossible and my niece is not doing so good either (i'm gonna kill her one of these days) i feel like i have so many things to do that well, it just brings me down, i mean, i have to pass the grade, because if i don't my mother is gonna send me to Puerto Rico with me father, i want to see my friends.
my closest friends....well they tell me that they really don't want me to move away.....and one of the tell me that he desn't want to hear nothing about me failing or cutting, that's nice but it makes me feel VERY guilty when i fail something or even when i don't go to school, everytime we talk he always asks me if i did my hw.....and i didn't do it them both never let me hear the end of it, they keep a smile on my face and well this week i haven't been able to talk to them, i have had to endure my mother (which i love with all my heart but can be a pain in the ass) my niece (which is a little bithch!!!( and my unwated cmpany during lunch THAT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!! MORE THAN USUAL!!!
i really have to get over this, or i'll sink for good..... (uhm....i apologize for the colorful language, sorry my bad ppl ^_^) Comments (1) |
Tuesday, May 9, 2006
I have a problem.....
ok, there are thse 3 boys in my school that like me.....now that i know, i want to get away from the....but i'm just too nice to them to say anything, i want to be alone.....specially because all three of them have asked me out and i said no to all of them, i feel akward hanging out with them and wish to be alone for a while, but i dunno how to say it to them, it's different with them cause they are so nuce to me...and i just don't have the heart to tell them to just get away from me....i can say it to any other of my friends exept them.....damn my heart!!!! Can some one plz gve me some advice??? PLZ!!!! *begs* i would really appresiate any kind of advice....i think i should be harder on them...
I wish to have an art teacher. someone that can correct errors on my sketches and can give me tips on how to improve my work. i am respectful, sweet and ready to learn, plz if anyone is interested, plz PM at anytime. Comments (0) |
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
man i haven't been here that much and i haven't had time to update my site damn it....i have no internet in my house and i'm doing this in school, do you know how much that sucks???? man, i miss you all ppl....i'll be back soon...or i'll just keep posting in school....not much but it's something right?
but i can't scan pics here in school that is what really sucks, i have a lot of uscanned pics....when i get them here, there will be a real run in Hellsing teehee, i have many of Alucard as usual....after all can't let out my Master teehee....man i hope you ppl like and comment my new pics when i get them here that is...teehee.
also i ave been kinda sad lately...i dunno why but i guess that's how i am, being sad for no reason, maybe is because i haven't been talking to no one lately....i have been alone well gotta go noe see u bloody bastards!!!