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Tuesday, May 1, 2007


   It's finaly done...
After months of promising I finaly re did my sight its been far to long. Sorry it took me so long but like my last post stated my lifes shit right now. So yeah oh sorry for the font not being the greatest of colors I cant get any other color to look half way decent so if you cant read it just highlight it and I appoligize for that. So yeah let me know what you think, enjoy...

P.S. heres a couple poems I wrote within the last week or so, let me know what you think.

Through Me

You see past the mask I’ve hid behind all this time, you saw right through me…
To see what I’ve hidden…even from me, you saw right through me…
Night and day secrets locked away forever more, or so I thought... Locked away forever more till that day, fate came knocking on my door. And you saw right through my cleaver disguise that has fooled many wondering eyes. You looked right through me and saw deep down the true form that is my inner self. Locked away for none to see, forgetting who I once use to be... Scared and lonely is what I truly am, lost with nowhere to go... Pieces of the puzzle were given to me, no where they fit together can't you see? From the inside out, I work day and night with nothing but my own insight... Lost and alone I've fallen again, forbidden from anything but to stand up again... Dazed and confused what am I to do? Through the dark I stumble and fall, questions unanswered, no one to help me when I call... At the end of my rope ready to end it all... Your light shown through and you reached out your hand. Unsure what to do, not knowing where I stand I grabbed your hand. Slowly but surely you gained my trust getting closer to me, my outer shell hoping to bust... No longer as lonely or falling as far. Your arms are all ways there to find me if I stray too far... Saving my life day after day no matter how far the dark consumes me again... You looked through me right past my disguise. Look into my eyes, my truly sad eyes you'll see a million tears have gone by yet there still not dry... Forced to grow up to fast all the more reason to hide... Until I fell under your watchful eye... You've seen right through me and right past my once cleaver disguise, right down to the person I once tried to hide...

All Alone

Why did you leave me all alone with nothing but my tears. No one to confide in, nothing to confort me... Why must you leave my side? Now, I walk alone no one there to guide me how I wish you were here beside me... We'll be together again this much I know but when will you rejoin me again to be beside me. Alone I lay in the dark corner of my mind, lost in dispair. Will I ever see you again? Untill then I sit and listen for your voice whispering always there ready to guide me... I love you more then words can ever say, will I get the chance to tell you someday? Untill then I sit and wait untill the day you reach out your hand and grasp mine then together we'll be once again...

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