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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

   One of my poems.. i have alot!

Things were good.
Then things were bad.
& back & forth.
Now it was good agian.
When you finally came back.
Please say you`ll stay.
I know we`re both sorry for things we have done.
& i know we both care.
But my heart almost stoped when you said.
We`re falling apart.
I feel it could be true.
But i wont believe it.
I cant.
I wont.
Ill do my best to not let anything go wrong anymore.
Ill try to be more happy.
I wish i was alwayz happy.
But everything i`ve ever wanted has always gone bad, so ill hope.
I want to prove how much i care.
No words are the right words to tell you.
I sware ill love you forever.
No matter what happens.
Even if something so bad happens, that i say i hate you.
It wouldnt be true, cause i never could.
& never will.

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Saturday, October 8, 2005

   IM BACK!!! mwhahaha. lol

Long time no post... sorry its taken me so long to post peoples. I`ve been realy bussy. I know by now alot of people dont visit anymore, but those of you who still do, please comment me. Ill be sure to comment you back when i can. In my next post ill besure to show my new poems & such. For now i got to go. So see you peoples later!

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005


Hey peoples,

Today i gots in trouble with my mom, so i dont know when ill be able to post.. My b-day is on sept. 6, i hope to be able to post by then. And you guyz can wish my a happy b-day, even if im not happy. well i got to go now. C ya!

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Sorry i havent updated in a while... i didnt see the point. No one really comments anymore & i`ve been so sad latley. So if anyone really does go on here still & caes, you you comment me please. I dont see the use of keeping a site that no one goes to...Well thats all for now. C ya!

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Sorry it took me a while to post. Okay.... school sucked, i have like one of my friends in each classes. & when becky moved on monday, i cryed my eyes out! My whole summer sucked, i just know this year will too.

Anywayz i can alwayz hope for the better..... key word is HOPE! Cuase everytime i do things get worse. oh ya.... here`s a poem i made up just now.

~your like~

Your like a cut i cannot hide.
Deep & wont stop bleeding.
Your like an enemie that i cant hate.
Cause i love you to much.
Your like a friend i cant forget.
I would never be able to forget us.
Your like a problem thats alwayz there.
But i want you to be.
Your like the one person i`de be welling to die for.
I cant even have you.
Your like the only one who could understand.
I wish i could understand you also.
Your like a night mare.
That i would love to dream every night.
Your like everything i ever wanted.
If only you wated me......

Tell me what you think everone!!! lol. This is about somone i know, or thought i did... well talk t you all laters.

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Sunday, August 7, 2005


Tomorrow we start back to school agian. Which I dont really wanna go back, even though i`ve been really bored all summer. But my best friend is also moving tomorrow. I have been so depressed, it`s not even funny... T.T I can`t do anything about it though, so whatever. Ill deal with the pain of LIFE. Well i guess thats all thats going on, that i feel like telling people. Cause I dont think you people wanna hear bout my problems....heh. okay then, untill my next post! C ya!

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Saturday, July 30, 2005

   Happyness! ^^

I feel much better now. Sorry i never expained but, im fine now. I`de like to thank SkyeRainOfSorrow, Derenzo, Darkflowerofdeath, & Secondsbleed4ever. For helping me feel better. Oh & here is the lyrics to one of my fav. songs. Tell me if you like it ok?

Walk Away (Maybe)

I made this bed
I choose to lie in it
And live with my regrets
I sleep with what I said
Could this be the end
Am I standing on the edge
Of everything I wanted now

I was afraid
I was afraid

And maybe I知 just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything

Separate my soul
With all the things we shared
I知 fallin' to pieces now
Say a prayer for me
(say a prayer for me)
When you go to bed
I知 in need of your faith now

I was afraid

And maybe I知 just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything

If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We'd salvage everything
We don't have to walk away

Pray for me now
I知 in need of faith
Pray for me now
I知 in need

And maybe I知 just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything

If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We'd salvage everything

And maybe I知 just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything
Walk away from everything
Walk away from everything
By: Good Charlette

Okays thats all for today. Thank you all for being there for me, not just the ones i listed! ^.^

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Friday, July 29, 2005

   Another poem, for someone i love... T.T

~ i cant~

All the things you say to me, i wish i could say too.
But i cant.
Do what she does for you.
But i cant.
See you every single day.
But i cant.
Tell you everything i feel.
But i cant.
Hug you.
But i cant.
Kiss you.
But i cant.
Be only by your side.
But i cant.
Be there for you when your down.
But i cant.
& love you.....
But i cant!

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Thursday, July 28, 2005


Never let go of something you love. Cuase sometime you`ll want it back, & it will aready be gone. Dont make that mistake. Like i did..... T.T

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

   Just a sad poem, for i feel sad! T.T

She slowly watched them leave her behind.
Judged & tryed so many times.
Her mind turned dark, as so did she.
No dare listen to her plee.
Saved by forces, unknown to man.
Gladly held out an open hand.
Stained in shadows.
Betrays all.
They see her stand & see her fall.
She trys to change her life around, but god bares her no sound.
She gives up hope.
But still prays, to finally saved someday.
To punish her life with a broken heart.
& they let her fall apart.
some one to care less of me.
Is all that he can ever be.
Bound to fate, & stolen back.
I pointed myself down the wrong track.
Tired of caring what they say.
Fed up of being in the way.
Slamming the door. As I leave this place.
They never saw the tears on my face.
Dont tell me you love me, if its not true.
For I could of really loved you.
Stop to think if you could of turned the times.
& maybe you would still be mine.
But they tell me everything happens for a reason.
Your faith, love, anger, & treason.
Ignore my words you may do.
& remember when they come back to you.
Of a gurl with a life to live.
Yet with nothing left to give.

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