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Wednesday, January 7, 2004


   I'm so bored. There's nothing to do...
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Monday, January 5, 2004


   Whoo!
It's almost 1:00 in the morning, but I finally finished my FFX-2 puzzle. Yuna and lenne never looked so cool!
Now that I got it out of my system, I'm going to bed, been working on that puzzle for 4 days now and I'm tired...zzzzzzzzz

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Saturday, January 3, 2004


   I feel irritated today
I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x2]

Shut up!
-Korn "right now"
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playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
hello

if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry

suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
hello i'm still here
all that's left of yesterday
-Evanescence "hello"

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   Yay!
My grandpa fixed my computer and I'm getting it back today! That means I no longer have to use the computer in the family room and I can resume downloading what I want, when I want! YES!
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A picture of me years ago and without my glasses... I look much more like a geek now.
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Thursday, January 1, 2004


ow!
I'm so bored! In an effort to relieve myself from boredom, I hit my head on the corner of my computer... on accident I assure you.

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   What a bust.
My mom said that we might be able to go to the rose bowl parade this year, but we didn't. For those who don't know, the rose bowl parade is a big event that happens every new years day. It showcases beautiful floats that people work on all year and it's televised also. I've never been and was looking forward to going this year. I guess there's always next year, but I wanted to go this year!
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Happy New Year to everyone! Hope 2004 treats you well.
All hail the death of the old year!

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Wednesday, December 31, 2003


  
It'a almost 1:30 in the morning and I'm still awake. Blah.
I've been watching fushigi yuugi and just now came upon how sad the show is. I miss Nuriko.*sniff**sob*

vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003


   Meh
I haven't played FFX-2 in like 2 days. I feel so unfaithful. It's the first time I haven't played since I got it for christmas. But, today I just don't feel like doing much of anything. I have to clean my house, but after, I might just go back to bed.
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