Tuesday, October 14, 2008

The last ones are usually dragged along the longest.
10月 14日 「火曜日」
"I'm so far along and I just don't need you."
I think I'm going to go ahead and let the Rick guy from my art class know that I have a girlfriend. If I haven't mentioned Rick, he's this thirty-something year old guy who's been trying to get in my pants since the third week of school, and I don't want to showcase my sexual orientation to my class mates or my "marital status," but it's really getting to the point where I don't know what to do with him anymore. Ha-ha.

He's trying to invite himself everywhere I go, and constantly trying to get me to go places, and I think if I weren't such a hermit and I knew his prime goal wasn't just to get me to sleep with him, I wouldn't mind. Maybe. I mean, Charlie can only use "double team" for so long.

I think the only things I dread about that drawing class are seeing Rick and trying to avoid from gawking at Collin. She was wearing some goofy rainbow belt the other day and I was wondering what that was about, because I'm positive she isn't so fashionably challenged that she'd wear something like that. I mean, considering the rest of her attire . o ." for any of you who have rainbow belts. Ha-ha.

I think it's my fault--that I'm leading him on in some way. If not leading him on, I've been allowing him some hope. Because I'm not mean enough to tell him the truth, that he creeps both Justin and myself out very badly, and I also have a tendency to pretend I'm amused by people (for long periods of time) which actually causes more damage than spare feelings.

Anyway, oh~ho. At the fair, there was a booth with three older ladies behind it, next to cardboard cut-outs of good 'ol 'Cain and that Palin lady (which was sort of cute). It was getting late and we were all bored, so I approached it with 'The C's' in tow and asked for information on the propositions. One of the women pulled out pamphlets for me and started giving me the gist of them all.

I pointed out Prop 8 specifically and asked her to explain it to me and she went, "That's the proposition to constitute that marriage should only be between a man and a woman." After she realized Courtney had her arms around me, the lady dropped the papers down so quickly, it was sort of funny.

I only said, "Well that'd be unfortunate if it went through." I sort of wanted to laugh in this sad way. She didn't want to even be touching the same paper a gay was holding. Was my curiosity being insulting?

Ah--'Nough of that, though.
I've thought it over, and I think I'm going to surgically remove myself from myO like theOtaku did. -betrayal-

I've got a list of other sites I've been neglecting, and so I think I'll start using one of those.
I need to thicken the line between my real life and the internet world though.
It's going to have to start with getting rid of some things.
And I think first in line is this site.

Mood: Stable
Listening to: Myself destroying lyrics. xD
Reading: My Speech Textbook [again]
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