Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Hey all! Sorry I haven't posted in a long time. Around the 25th of last December I was hospitalized. It was my cancer, it came out of remission and I was in the Hospital until a week or two ago. The doctors said I wouldn't make it. Sky and Fuyuki were right next to me every day. I had never experienced such pain in my life, after awhile it hurt so bad I felt like I was already dead. I could hear people talking but I hurt too bad to talk. The moment I feared most was when I heard a doctor say I was half-dead. I think that's what gave me the drive to fight it more, I had too many things left to do. I have to be a Mom, I have to be a Grandmother. I have to meet my best friend in person, i have to see Fuyu get married. Then several days later I was getting better, I was able to talk. Then as time progressed I got better and better and now here I am, good as new! What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right?! One other thing I'll never forget is what Sky said to me on the way home from the Hospital, he said "You amaze me"! Then he said "How is it you're always so happy even when you almost die"? I didn't have an answer but I think it's because when you have heinous luck you gotta be positive through thick and thin, that's the light at the end of the tunnel.
Now on to the non-saddening news!
While I was away Kuro took control of my new Kendo students (whom have yet to see me) and taught them in mine and Fuyu's place. Kuro also cleaned, cooked, painted, and redecorated the house how me and Sky wanted it. I can't wait for tomorrow! I finally get to meet my Kendo students of '09! I can't teach them yet since I'm in a wheelchair for the time being, but I get to watch Fuyu train them and help where needed.
That's all for now and I'm happy I still get to say Later All!