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Gender
• Female
Location
• Minnesota Pine City
Member Since
• 2005-06-14
Occupation
• #_#Art,Sketching,friend's,shoping with lots of money wwee%_%$_$
Real Name
• Jewelie Mae Heller

Personal

Achievements
• i finally got my Gravitation Volume ONE ON DVD like in 2004
Anime Fan Since
• i was 6 when i got to watch anime thanks to my bro ( XD ) DBZ was the first anime i got to watch.
Favorite Anime
• Yaoi and Shounen ai or any anime series Gravitation Hack//Sign DBZ GUNDAM WiNG WiTCH HUNTER ROBiN VANDREAD Ai NO KUSABi YAMI NO MATSUEI(DESCENDANTS OF DARKNESS) SAiLOR MOON Serial Experiments LAIN BETTER MAN,Naruto,Yu-Gi-Oh!,Silent Mobious and much more.
Goals
• watching all the TV SHOWs AND MOViES i WANT.,becoming a hot dude,kill myself somewhere in a big city,theres more but,later
Hobbies
• watching TV MOSTLEY ANIME and going on my computer and hanging out with friends or strangers he he doesn't matter as long as i'm having fun or what ever
Talents
• artist mostley only sketching and coloring

myOtaku.com: avrilcandy

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i'm back from being committed for 8 days so hhhhiiii did u miss me?
man i feel so week and sick from being in that bad lock up place.please read this post to really undrstand whats going on with me.

i hope i get to go into foster care after this.but me and my dad don't know the answer to that yet so stay tuned.-_-omg that was so gay sorry #_#.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychiatric_hospital there now that will give you a fuckig clue what the Psychiatric hospitals are for.-__-you wont like it especially from the extra info i'll be giving you.

ok i'm not sure if Wikipedia gives this info that i'm going to give you or not.but anyways you can be put in Psychiatric hospital from just being suspected of being suicidal and i did not know that and really i'm not suicidal but it's hard to explain shit to thoughs fuckers who like to committ you.

and so you may not know this but people get put in a psychiatric hospital when they don't even need to be.and so you get put on a 72 hour hold and shit like that.and let me tell you if you are ever being comitted when you don't even need to be just because thoughs fuckers think you need to be in there it will fuck you up to be in that hospital because it's painfull to get locked up when you don't even deserve it!!!!

they put me in the Psychiatric hospital on tuesday of last week around 9 PM.i thought saying i would get suicidal if i had to live with my dad until i was 18 would put me in foster care and public school alot faster but it didn't and i didn't know better i didn't think doing that would put me in a Psychiatric hospital but now i know better and from now on theres no fucking way i'll get put in that fucking hospital hold again because now i know what not to do that would put me in there.

and if you ever get committed by some one you have to lie your way out of there...because thoughs fuckers play mind games with you just to keep you in there longer so they get more money.

and don't worry they don't put the mentallly illed people with the ok kindof people because that would be dangerous.so yeah if you do go to that hospital the only good thing about it is you get to have art class and make cool new friends.because with my experience of being in a Psychiatric hospital is that you will find alot of people there just like you and it's cool for that part anyways.

but let me tell you this to ,you so will not like being put in a Psychiatric hospital some where in the south like Missouri and/or Arkansas because OMFG they are way worse then the Psychiactrics in the north like Minnesota.

i'll explain more later.sorry if this may think i'm a mental case but really i'm not i hope i explain it good enough of the real reason why i was put in there.

i had to be there for 8 hole days every since tuesday of last week.around 9:PM

but the cool part was because they didn't have any room for me i had to go in a adult unit so that was kindof funny.the adults there got exited and also thought it was hylarious that i got put in with the adults cause holy fuck man i am 15 and the adults there are around 20's,30's,40's and even past that believe it or not.but when i was there.there was only like 4 old people to old guys and 2 old ladies and then the most of the other patents in that unit area where in their 20's and afterwerds a few more new people got in there and so there was one girl who was 17 and one who was 16 and so then i wasn't the only one under age on that adult unit.^-^unit = Psychiatric Hospital incase you didn't know that.

this Minnesota Psychiatric hospital was way better then the one i had to go to in Missouri so i was happy about that.the one in Missouri was like a year ago when i first got commited and now this time it was in minnesota *THANKGOD*

but yeah all in all i just got punished for trying to get help.T__Tit wasn't my fualt because i totally did NOT KNOW BETTER!!!!

how fucked up is this man a poor girl like me just trying to get into public school and then i fucking get ended up in a Psichi Hos for 8 hole fucking days-____-fucking balls man!Life is evil and cruel i want to just cry but we all know i can't even do that....,_,
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