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Monday, October 16, 2006


   you should of seen the way i was acting....i was really geting fucker over how they where reacting to this.
NO FUCKING WAY THIS STUPID!!!
OK I NEED TO DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!

ok you know how me and my friends where at the park last night and so before they left they told me i should really try and go to school tomarow morning and ride the bus with them and they will come to the office with me to explain to them whats really happening with me because i'm put as home schooling right now and...well me and my friends really want me to go to school.but my clock was set wrong a lil and i was up stares findung my nail polish but i took to long at doing that and once i came down stares to get ready it WAS FUCKING 7:20AM MAN IT WAS TO LATE TO GO ON THE BUS WITH MY FRIEND CHRISTINE!!!

so i missed the fucking bus! right r you following? and well so i decided to just walk to school and try to get my friend there but i don't know her last name so i couldn't and i couldn't explain to them about whats happening with out her with me helping me and so they would believe me more.


i cried a few times especially when i had to walk back home in the rain..............-_-but before i went home i went to the ALC it's another high school next to the real school and so i thought they would help better.and i was right she did help me way more and it was because i got it out of me what was wrong even though my body was in O.OPANIC crazy mode.O.OAAAHHH!!!!!

^_____^well and so i got some ladies phone # to call tomarow because she said she had to find out about what the laws r about what iu'm doing because i'm put as home schooling but i'm not schooling at all and so i'm 15 and so it's the law i have to school..

i just hope this all works out before i turn 16 because my dad has been threatening me that he is going to drop me out of school.once i'm 16 ofcourse so yeah.

you can say my liiife is fucking me over.

it's all because of my dad i really wish i could go in foster care.

i want to kill that school guy because he was treating me like a jerk and so he didn't wait long enough for me to try and tell him whats wrong.EEEERRR HES A STUPID FUCKER!!!MUST DDDIIIIIEEEE!!!!

Current Mood: my soul is in so much pain
Current Music: Soft music,Enya,Enigma,Vast

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