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Tuesday, November 28, 2006


Unusual.....(warning: long post (about a lil over a page on microsoft word....))




Well, I guess I'm still not over that episode that I had a few days ago. I apologize u guys. I really shouldn't have posted that. I wasn't thinking. Anyways, November wasn't fun like I thought it would be. Actually my eighth grade year is the worse ever, but something good has come out of it because I have come up with a plan for after high school >_< Me, Drummergirl93, and FMA Kraze711 came up with it. Actually it was sort of an impulse of mine to ask them, but it's all our idea. (the only thing to look forward to...)
When we graduate high school, we are all going on a trip to somewhere out of the country together. Like, maybe greece, rome, london...i'm leaning toward london because otherwise we'd have to hire a translator and we know we wouldn't have the money. We're all going to go to college, although none of us are sure where. We're gonna try ultra hard to get into really good ones and maybe if we're lucky, we'll go to college together. I know people always say that you don't always know the people u went to school with when u grow up, but I'm planning this trip on the hopes that we do and it gives me something to look forward to.
Yeah, so that happened and another strange thing happened. I was on the computer talking to my friend John, who is still going out with his girlfriend and ignores the rest of his/my friends, and he told me that he needed to speak with me tomorrow morning. I asked him why and he said he didn't know. Now, I have a math test to make up tomorrow morning, but I felt bad when I told him that I might not be there tomorrow morning so I told him that if i finished my math test early I would come back out so he could speak with me. Although I hate to admit it, I think he's going to complain about how everyone's angry with him for going out with his GF.... possible problem in the making...
Saturday is my High School entry exam testing. I haven't reviewed anything at all, but the practice one was really easy so I think it'll be fine. After the testing, I'm going to Drummergirl93's house because she wanted me to come over(I think she's worried about my health) I'm more worried about her recently, though. She's actually been there to help me in school and even if she seems like a bitch at times, she's extremely caring and one of my closest friends. We have to study anyway. My teacher is getting tired of waiting for my late assignments.
Friday (taking a step back) I have a doctors appointment, so it will officially be my wut? 19th day missing from school.... I'm probably gonna fail because of absence...anyways, on Sunday, me, Shannon, Hannah, and John are meeting at Shannon's house to talk about some stuff. It was so hard not to tell ask him if he was going to Shannon's or not. They told me not to give him any hints since I'm the only one that he'll talk to anymore besides his girlfriend and her friends.
Yesterday was my older bro's b-day. He's officially 17!!! Not that I'm happy about it...I think I'm suffering from depression or something. Even watching TV doesn't make me satisfied anymore. Which leads to this: I'm going to see the school shrink. Yeah, the social worker guy. I was going to talk to him yesterday, but...things happened and I didn't get a chance to go to the office and ask. I wish I had, though. I need it bad.
Even the normally cheery XxInuYashaQtxX has been stricken with grief. I'm so worried about her and since i dunno her bf, i can't help her as much as I'd like. All I can do now is be there I guess, but how can I be there for her when I'm not even emotionally stable myself? Just yesterday she and Katie thanked me so much for the 'advice' and said that they dubbed me the official 'advice giver' because apparently they like my advice. Everytime I help someone and give advice I feel like a liar because in more cases then one, I have no way to relate to their problems because usually, I've never been involved in things like that.
Oh well. I guess eighth grade is going to be the bumpiest year in my entire school life. I've never been this disturbed before...and to top it off I haven't slept in about three days because I've been working on endless make up work. I'm so far in make up work that I have a flat zero for french because I was absent the entire new marking period til yesterday. I feel bad also because my language arts teacher has been the MOST supportive teacher I have and I can't finish any of my language arts homework because everytime I read over it I forget what it says! I seriously wish I could though...I really wish I could.



The Will to Be Strong – Legends in the Making!
Pairings: SasuSaku, NaruHina, NejiTen, ShikaIno
Rating: K+
Chapters: 14
Same story from my b-day, the title just sounded inspiring so I reposted it.

It's On!

My friend Shannon made this and I know I posted it her before, but it's got a really nice song. It's inpiring. I was hoping it would make me feel a lil better, and I guess it is helping slightly since the song'll get stuck in my head and it'll stick all day...like I said, it's inpiring.

Barlow Girls Amv

This has been on here so many times, I know, it's just my ultimate fav that Shannon made. I felt it belonged here since I'll be away for awhile *points to notice*

Notice:
As for this site and my updates and commenting, they will probably be even less frequent then they were already if that's possible. I think I'm gonna take about a weeks break, maybe. Not sure, it depends on how long this lasts for me. I'm sorry if I've cause any of you guys problems or offended you in anyway at all. Thank you guys for being so nice to me though, I really appreciate it ^-^ Take care all of you, okies? Byeness.
Oh and in case I'm not back by then, Happy Holidays!

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