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Wednesday, February 7, 2007


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It's been a very long week and it's barely even started. Why do the days seem so much longer now? It's like ever since I've been less motivated things go by like a snail on a highway....seriously!
My grades are still in the gutter but now I just won't bother anymore because the second Trimester is almost over anyways and I will be able to start anew very soon.....soon. Save for my french teacher yelling at me: "YOU STILL NEED TO MAKE UP FIRST TRIMESTER!!!!" like a mad woman. I got sick of french last year but all I need is one more year and then I would not have to take it anymore! (Apparently seventh and eighth grade count towards your foreign language in high school. I did not know that) So one more year of hell and then it's dead!!! DEAD!! *stabs french binder*
On another note, PALS is going quite well now. I'm actually on time....although the highest grade I could get in that class now is a C I might get an A for the module. Yay me! (what's saving me from failing though is the fact that in the other modules I did the five day writing assignments and I usually get a great grade on those (My writing skills are superb when I write those things)Today I did my french homework in PALS and my partner started his before me but I finished my homework and did the paper easily in about five or eight minutes...and I'm very proud of how it sounded in the end ^-^)
Science I'm failing because I never finished my notebook and turned it in when I should have. Bad me. I still plan on turning it in because I want to use a new one, but I can't find the time to do it...
The other day I got a tetanus shot and my arms still hurts from it and at lunch Drummergirl93 punched me there (it freaking hurts like hell) and then I got all pissy and read a book that's actually good. It's called Twilight by Stephenie Meyer and it's a really good book so far. I highly recomend it. So far it's a romance but there is probably going to be some sort of drama of angst in there cause the guy is.....well you'd have to read and find out. (I don't want to give it away)
Another thing that has me angered more than usual is something that I would not have guessed would worry me in the least. Today I looked around the school, classrooms, hallways and whatnot. I felt deserted and alone. Moments later I realized that again, it was because I'm not like the rest of my friends. I'm African-American and almost all my friends are something else. We've been working on immigration for a while and then when I came home I thought about my friend's behavoirs and a lot of steriotypical things came to mind because I grew up around things like that. I don't mean to sound bad or anything (i'm not trying to offend any of you or sound racist or anything) but I think I'm developing some kind of an inferiority complex because of my friends. One of them even has a condecending attitude when it comes to school work and when she was talking at lunch about how I didn't feel like doing my math homework I was immediately angered and wanted to lash out at her. I feel so bad about this though cause it's not their fault I'm mad, but I just am.
After lunch I was feeling strangely ill, too. My stomach felt queasy and I was kind of dizzy but I didn't vomit.
Anyways, I'm at home right now and I'm going to finish typing my story for young author's that's due on the 16th (I keep starting over and over....at this rate I won't have anything to turn in) Well than I guess I will talk to you all later ^-^
Take care! Byeness.


SasuSaku/NaruHina - Have You Ever?

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