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Saturday, December 29, 2007

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Ugh...Hey everyone. I know this is out of the blue, but GOD i need to rant, and rant hard. I just need to speak my mind. Whoever reads, i don't care.Alright, here we go.
GOD, im not sure if I did the right thing or not. I've been with "L" for the past few months, broke up because of some ludicrous suspicions on my part, got back together, then broke up again because i think that we're more friends than anything else. Making any sense? She's a great girl, she really is. The truth is, I just can't handle commitments. I usually call it being lazy, if you haven't noticed, but no, I just cant stay commited. Yea, I'm an ass. Get used to it. Ugh, today i heard a comment. and when I got visibly pissed, and maybe even possesive, a friend said a very true phrase. "You have no power over this anymore." And damn, she was right. I can't control what an ex does, and it almost hurts. Oooooh, i need something ice cold right now, cause I'm just pissed. No, before you EVEN start, im not pissed at "L". I'm pissed at MYSELF. Shit, I really wonder why i cant stay commited! I guess it's just in my blood. >.> I really can't blame my actions or feelings on anyone but myself. Well, shit, I think I'm done for tonight. "Come back next week for another episode of 'The Teenage Asshole'. What will happen next week??" Later. Oh, and Happy Holidays. You guys are some good people. I don't believe that I say that enough.

Kiba
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