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Tuesday, December 8, 2009


Rough Monday
Hey buddies! Wazzup!? How was ya’lls weekend? Mine was alright medium if ya know what I mean >< It was mostly good but then the start of the week started to take a toll on me >< But anyway, the weekend was pretty relaxing. I chilled out, practiced my tuba, and then my family and I watched the new Star Treck movie. It was freaking awesome XD ive seen it before, but my dad hasn’t. He’s a big star treck fan, soooo I was worried that he wouldn’t like the new take on the star treck movie, buuut he absolutely loved it!! So it made me very happy =3 Then Sunday I prepared for a church concert at my church at home. Overall it was alright, but a few things about it drove me absolutely insaneeee. One was that the piano player is the same piano player that I played bass with in the play Godspell. And OOOOOMG she has no since of time and could not follow the director worhth a flip >< there was one spot where she and the singers were 2 measures off, and so I had nooooo clue what to do >< Then the only trumpet player in the church orchestra was sucking badly, he missed so many notes that it was completely insane >< One of the bass players were doing the same too. Then the organist had some really weird settings on the organ and it sounded like a high pitch squeal. Oooomg I wanted to scream cause it hurt my ears so badly >< So that was quite a….concert I guess. But the good thing is that I got paid, sooooo I have some Christmas money ^^
fox
WARNING: The following contains a really bad day. Don’t read if you don’t wanna get sad ><
So from the start Monday was out to get me. Everything that wanted to go wrong did go wrong. I couldn’t sleep Sunday night, and so I woke up completely exhausted and worn out. So during my first class I pretty much slept the whole class, only catching bits and pieces of his lecture. I just gotta study and hope I;m doin the homework right >< meh. Piano class was about the only thing that didn’t go wrong today. We played several pieces of music all together, soo it was pretty cool ^^ So then that was about the last of my good day. It turns out that these several guys are either in love with, face book stalking, or just attempting to flirt with my girlfriend. Now didn’t I post a similar story on myotaku about this earlier? Urg >< So it just annoyed me, and it brought up the issue about that dumbass navy guy who posted a really crossing the line comment on her facebookk pretty much telling her that he loves her. It made me so made that I responded sternly and ever since then he hasn’t said anything to her. Well he was a old friend and she feels bad for hurting his feelings. Unfortunatly to me, it feels like she feels more badly for his feelings than my own. So pretty much while im severly upset and hurt, shes worried about his feelings. Sometimes it feels like im not as important as I think I am. I regularly feel like the only thing I can get right is playing my tuba >.< mehh. But yeah, so that whole situation bothered me that she wont confront the guy who is attempting to flirt with her and tell him to stop. I feel absolutely confused why she wont tell him to stop. While I slip more into sadness because of the situation, she doesn’t want to hurt me or him. It just makes me said that a perverted, sleazy scumbag like that guy gets the same treatment as her own boyfriend. Now, don’t get the impression that she likes him, she told me that shes never had feelings for him, and I believe her. Its just things like that really make my heart sink. Ya know? Its one of those things in which you truly have no power over and it makes you insanely mad cause you cant contol and fix the situation…
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Soooo im sorry for having ya read 10 mins of bad stuff >< sorry about that! Annnnyway, this week is the last week before my exams. So I think classes are supposed to wind down and start gearing down for the finals. Next week is the last week before Christmas break =] It makes me very happy! Im thinking that most of my finals wont be too bad ^^ Especially piano. My piano final will be pretty good, I just gotta work on it to make it perfect, buuuut if I have a math final im in a little bit of trouble =] I havent been to that class in quite a while, so im not quite sure whats going on but he hasn’t put any homework up on the website to do, so I assume he hasn’t worked on anything new, and the old stuff is pretty good.
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This Friday is another exam, but that is called Brass Jurys. That is just for all brass majors, we have to play 2 short etudes, and all of our scales. I’m not very worried about that because I am pretty confident in my scales and my two etudes are going quite well ^^ This weekend will prolly be a chill on campus weekend ^^ I went home last weekend, sooo I think ill prolly stay up here! Theres not way too much to do here besides getting stunk drunk and partying…..but that’s totally not my thing, so I don’t get involved with that stuff.
Well buddies I gotta head out! Tuesday is always quite a busy day for me, soooo I gotta get some rest =]

~Fox~

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