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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Ambiguity
've often thought that it is a person's right , duty even to make his own destiny- to create from this earth and all of its wonder a life and a living all his own and from that to change this world (no matter to what degree) for the better. This thought naturally accompanied a "heavens be damned" attitude that perhaps only Stephen Crane would appreciate. But as the world began to that I, like the flowers and trees around me, came to a realization- an awakening of sorts. And the lord said he would make a heart of stone to a heart of flesh, and now I'm wondering if maybe he didn't mean that to apply to all human will. That even those of the most stubborn beliefs to the contrary will be gently (or in my case not so gently)persuaded to see then world as he would will it. Put bluntly it has been a great issue of personal contention. I see how (despite my best efforts) I have been turned down again and again at numerous positions in the area- and I wonder if it isn't the divine himself preventing me- guiding me rather to where I am to be this summer (or at the least leading me away from where I'm not). Truth be told, I sent a brief but humble supplication heavenward the night I left home, asking for change; time and time again my aunt urges me to accept the opportunities to change.

I have received only the slightest inclination as to what that change in myself has been thus far, but it has only been a week or so. And so Yet again, I find myself quoting the words of Shan'do "We shall see"
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