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Wednesday, November 7, 2007


   don't know what to do anymore
yeah i hate when i start thinking. esspecelly about my life. as most of you know i came out and said i was bi. i have fallen for a guy in my shcool(he is in my english class) and ever since i asked him out my life seems like i messed with the casmos and it keeps blowing up in my face. he said he told me to stop and back off but me i'm an absent minded person and i don't always hear everything. he had someone else say it to my face. then the teacher asked me to talk to him about turning in his essay and he said he did but the teacher has neither a hard copy or a copy summited to blackbord (a web site that sutudents comunicat and get assinment when not in school). he's made at me the teacher might get fired because his mom thinks that the teacher told me his grade, his mom is anoyed because i've been over their house. only five times, one of them she invited me to one, three of them i had to talk to him and the other i needed to find out info for a movie remake we're doing. now i could hve just distroyed our friendship and possible relationship. that and i think i'm cursed to never be loved by some one out side my familiy that i love. my life is spiriling down into a eternal black abyass. AND JUST ABOUT TO KILL SOME ON IN MY CLASS. any advice to cheer me up or help me?
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