Friday, July 21, 2006

   im back sign my guest book
hi everyone sorry i havent been on lately
ive had other stuff to do...
welp heres a poem i wrote...
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darkness...
shallowness...
lonely man...
emptyness...
lost love...
dont care...
why do u give a damn...
about my
life...
about my
death...
about my
broken heart...
sleepless...
torn in two...
why do u ...
just give me a fuckin break...
destruction...
emptyness...
torn out...
enemy...
get out my face...
get out my head...
just leave me the hell alone...
lonelyness...
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

hi
hi guys.no poem today.maybe someother time.i hope ur all feelin a hell of a lot better then me.and for everyone who is pissed at me right now im sry for what ever i did.thats all for today.bye
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Monday, January 2, 2006

   wow!!!
hi peoples... hay if you get on my
site will you plz comment or some
thing to let me know that your
actually reading my shit...
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Starring
starring at you
starring at me...
carving my flesh
for only you to see...
stare into my eyes
the darkness is all there will be...
look into the mirror
my reflection is what i will be...
lost and alone
as you stare at me...
-angel of mercy-
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plz comment if you do you shall
rock forever...
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

   Happy New Years
hi everyone happy new years...
i wrote a new poem for you...
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Wasted Space
sitting in this room
taking up space
wasting the air we breathe...
razor in my hand
taking away my pain
wasting our time together...
wasting my life
with your love,
will you forgive me...
straying from the future
running back to my past
wasting your time on this planet...
why did you leave
will you ever return to me,
wasting,wasted,worthless piece of shit...
ive wasted my life
ive been sitting,
waiting for you to forgive me...
-Angel of Mercy-
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welp thats all now because ive
wasted my life waiting for you...
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   yeah!!!
hi im in an okay mood today...
i went 2 the mall yesterday and
hung out with some of my friends...
and im off school for like 2 weeks
which rocks...
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Shadows
dark figures
i cannot see
gray clouds
pounding down with rain
dark figures
reside inside of me
clouds of shadows
rain pours from the sky
dark figures
they sit in shadows
of the night
clouds of darkness
drip crimson red tears
dark figures
hide in the shadows
bleed in the shadows
cry in the shadows
redeem oneself in the shadows
dark figures
shadows of red
bleed down my arms
shadows of dark
bleed down my face
shadows of gray
this is where i shall remain
-angel of mercy-
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thats all i have for today...
i may post more tomorrow if im on...
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

   hi
hello all i wrote more today...
ive been able to post more often
now that ive gotten a new computer
thats why ive been posting almost
every day i can...
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Fade...
fade from gray
and into the black...
as dark as the night
stray from you & the light...
fade from this life
into a nonexisting world...
i dont want to live,
i dont want to exist...
i just want to fade,
i just want to resist...
fade out of the black
and fade into death...
i dont wish to exist
in a world where each day repeats itself...
and our lives
turn into a spiral of darkness...
i want to fade from my life
i need to fade from gray and into the black...
-angel of mercy-
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well thats all for today i may write
more when i come back tomorrow...

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

   hi
hi everyone...how have u been...
ive been okay lately... i wrote
more so here the are...
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I have no Regrets
regret,hatred
i wish you would leave...
i regret knowing your name
i regret ever seeing your face...
i wish i couldnt of ever met you
i dont know how i could of loved someone like you...
i regret letting you into my life
i regret
i hate...
irate
wish youd leave me alone...
regret ever saying hi
but i shall not regret
wishing you would die...
-angel of mercy-
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Gray
color of the shadows
gray skies of fog
and of despair
gray the misunderstood color
not either light
nor dark
color of the shadows
gray is all i see
misunderstood by the world
that is me
oh wish of the vague
color of the sky
black,which is the color
for those who wish to die
color of the shadows
gray the color of nonexistance
i wish i wasnt
i wish i was black
instead of gray
i wish for death
i wish i didnt exist
gray is my color
but black is my soul...
-angel of mercy-
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welp thats all for today... i may
write more when i can so till than

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   sorry
hi everyone sorry long time no
speak... welp i wrote some new
poems here are some of them...
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Reflection
i dont like this life
ill try to end mine with this knife...
i dont like what i see in you anymore
ill sit in these shadows and cry once more...
i dont like the light or the outside
ill run to the dark and try to hide...
i dont like what is whole
ill slit my wrists within this hole...
i dont like myself, at all
ill walk into the light and fall...
i dont like what i see in the mirror
because all i see is what i fear...
-angel of mercy-
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Grave Desire
a wire in a socket
my hand on the wire...
a knife through my heart
this blade of hatred your desire...
cold steel of black
against my chest...
youre alive here in memory
even if your bodys been put to rest...
this pain and anguish
resides in my brain...
my muffled cries
run through my body as if theyre rain...
in this room of darkness
will you hear my cry...
or shall this be
the grave where i die...
-angel of mercy-
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i am actually on a happy note today...
welp cya all later on
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

   hello!!!
hi howz everyone been... im fine...
for now at least...welp i wrote some
new poems for you all...
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Snow
snow falls from the skies
my soul begins to cry...
snow drifts through the air
my existance in this place, is like im not even there...
snow covers the ground with a blanket of white
my pain is caused from love, not caused by fright...
snow freezes to the ground like a patch of ice
my throat slit,oh how that would be nice...
snow as cold and bitter as youve become
my heart has been ripped out and beaten like a drum...
snow flaked across the lawn
i am no longer here for now i am gone...
-angel of mercy-
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Stray
i hide in the dark
ensolved by the night...
i stray from the light
scarred of what awaits my life...
i have no life now
my soul is shattered...
ive lost all things i loved
youve taken my heart and ripped it in two...
i remain in the dark
so i will never hurt you again...
i wish for my death
so then you wont care about me...
i hide from you in this room
stray from the light and from this life...
-angel of mercy-
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welp thats all for today...i may
write more tomorrow if i get on...

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Friday, November 25, 2005

   bored
hi everyone im very bored and im
playing runescape...sorry i havent
been on lately...welp ive wrote more
but i dont have it with me so u all
will have to wait to hear my new
poems...
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Bitter
bitter cold winds
this pain begins
darkness hides my soul
your love,
its what keeps me whole
youve gone and left me for another
now i cant admire you
i can only cry for you
bitter life existance in this place
youve left me for another face
bitter winds of beytral
this greif pounds down on me like hail
ive lost you now
and i shall never have you again
my time is running out
so this is how i will end...
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sooooooorrrrrrrryyyyyyy!!!!! i
couldnt write sooner... ill post again when i can...
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