Monday, March 5, 2007

Hello my minions
Why hello people. I decided that I'm going to stop being dead and update every monday this month. If I do, then I'll... get something from Barnes and Noble. Maybe next month I'll update every monday and another day. And etc. But, for March, every Monday (Which is handy because its acadamy day. Cursed Acadamy day... grr...). So, thus, yes. In case that made Anysense what-so-ever.

So, I just got back into the MM(multimedia) lab from Harassing Talking to my friend before he took a test. The jerk's trying to avoid me, I swear (actually, he's failed the same text twice before, while most people pass it the first time. Its slightly funny. And now, I'm trying to fill out this FREAKING ANNOYING worksheet about "Living Online". Which, of course, is the test that my beloved is taking. Yes, I just said my beloved about my friend.

So, this friend of mine that I'm talking about, is in my MM class, and I will call him... Neo (his last name is Anderson), which is kinda funny, because thats what my sis used to call the guy she liked. Well, that and 'The Bucket'. 'cause, he sits right behind me, and I'm afraid of him or one of the other guys seeing me typing about him. Anywho, we became friends gradually throughout the first two quarters of school, and thanks to him, I'm flirting talking with quite a few guys in the class. There are four girls total in the class, and 18 boys. Which, I may add, is really Fun. At the beginning of the year, I was shy, as I usually used to be (I'm getting better!), and he somehow found out my name and would always talk to me about things and call me over to show me stuff he'd been working on. After a while, we could talk and joke (usually at my expense) freely, and I became friends with two of his other friends in the class. After that, I saw two other guys who like anime, so I went over and started talking to them for a bit, and then became just more social with a lot of people, and now I'm friends with quite a few people in the class (mind you, when I say 'friends', its the 'only friends and school and in case we ever see you somewhere else' kinda friends). And, for a few months now, I've been kinda.. interested in him. He's actually been in my dreams a lot, which kinda freaks me out. He's really funny, nice, and I think he's adorable. I'm just too afraid to do anything, because I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'd rather be friends than having all or nothing. So, I'm not going to say anything. Maybe eventually I'll do something that hints at my feelings, but I'm not sure. I actually found a quote a while ago that echos my feelings:
I don't know whether to smile cause he's my friend or cry because that is all he is.

Anyway, on a less angsty-I'm-in-love-with-my-friend note, I'm having some problems with the layout. I have an idea in my head of what I want it to do, I just haven't been able to make it work. But, I'll keep trying! and hopefully, if it works, you'll see more than one entry per page. But that may not be the best at the end. We'll just have to see.

P.S. Yes, this will be the color scheme. And the background image is correct as well.
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