Monday, June 27, 2005

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hahaha funny
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   My people welcome
Hi guys it 12:46. I'm still awake. And I have an 8:00 appointment tomorrow. I'm watching this thing on chaneel 8 it's talking about Big foot,Yettis,the nessie the sea creature. God people will do anyting for money. I just took a bath I feel so squeaky clean. I just got back with my old bf. Only my 2nd bf. How sad I'm about to be 14 and have had only 2 bf's. I feel so unloved.....I'm kidding I'm kidding. I can't wait til next year when I get my temporary license. Do any of u guys watch that show 24? I can't too damn broing. Haven't u noticed 24 hours goes by and he doesn't eat or even take a piss? Maybe it's just me but I think that's strange Maybe he's not human. I'm just babbling on I really don't have anything to wrote about. O yea when I went to that church ceremoney thing yesterday there were so many old people there. The whole place smelled like dog food and depends....I'm kidding. The church was founded in 1917. Doesn't look like it though. It was like only 5% young peo[le. Well I guess I will add some funny pics



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Sunday, June 26, 2005

   Yo Yo wassup!!! Almost lost my house!!
Hey how ya guys doin. OMG my mom almost burnt the house down today(crazy bitch=^u^=). We had went to my boyfriend's and his mom's ceremoney.And she left this pot of eggs on. And we were gone for like 2 hours. So when the ceremoney was over. We were eating cake and juice. So we were mentioning food. And sh was like "o shit did u turn that pot of for me. And I was like no. So she left without even taking her purse. I actually got worried about her. So she left and was gone for bout an hour. So I called her. She said the whole house was smoking and the smoke alarms. wWhen she came to pick me and Ass(my bro) up and came home u smelled smoke outside the house. And it was awful inside. All the windows were open,fans going,and the A/C. Iwent to the kitchen I picked up one of the eggs and it just crumbled in my hand. It was kinda cool on a strange way. I've never seen a burnt egg. She's at a fashion show right now. Here's some more funny pics.





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Friday, June 24, 2005

   Hi guys I'm just going to add pictures






















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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   I'm doing ok
Hello guys. Thank you for your concerns. I really appreciate it. I have bad news. Remember when I went to the doctor? Well I had some test done and My cholesterol is 175 and it is suppose to be uner 100. My A1C is 15 andit is suppose to be at least 7. My legs keep swelling up that is not good. Which means I going to have to be on another special diet for a while. But I'm eating alot of cheerios (they're suppose to lower my cholesterol) I confronted my mom. And she just cussed me out and made it seem like it's my fault. So I sat up in my room and just cried. When I told her I was sorry she said"You always say that" And today she left without leaving out a needle for me to take my insulin. So I had to search the house for one. Then I'm suppose to have at least 5 carbs for breakfast. I had to find something to eat cuz she keeps the cereal locked in her room. When I told her I only had 2 carbs for breakfast. She said" So? you eat all day it's ur a gluttonous pig. I don't care." And she today I better start acting better or else today will be my last day in her house. And She is all like stay away from me and my room. God what did I do to deserve a child like this" And she alawys says I'll love u no matter what. But so far she has told me at least three times in the last few years she wished I was never born. You don't tell that to someone you love. And she put me in counseling last year Like there was something wrong with me. There's nothing wrong with me. Just ask otakugirl She sees me like everyday(during the school year) I'm completely normal. Except I act real quirky and weird. But that's just the way I act. Well bye guys. Maybe my next post will be happier
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   The truth about animeloser
Today wasn't that eventful. All this time I thought I was going to camp. And come to find out I'm not. I'm really sad right now. I don't think anything will make feel happy right now. My mom took me to get tested to see if I'm depressed. I probably am. After dealing with her for the past 6 years. She has really grown to be a big bitch. I can't beleive I'm saying this but I think I hate her. I sat up there the enitre school year and tried to get good grades. She didn't say anything when I went from a faling grade in math to an A. I brought home at least one award each school quarter. And my brother brings a Most improved award at the end of the school year home and She gets all happy and praises him. You should see our refridgerator. Everything but one or two things on there are his. This comes from a boy whose teacher put him in anger management,his own principal advised he repeat the 1st grade, and The principal and his teacher think he has some sort of attention problem. Even though I post on here every day sounding like I'm happy most of the time I feel lonely and sad. I wish I could have like a diferent life from this one. A life were your parents don't just point out all the bad things you've done. And award you when you do extra to help out around the house. Or parents who are always putting you down calling out your name,and saying future isn't going to be that bright. Or when your parent is always saying I don't hav any money. But when you look through their cset for something you see clothes with tags still on them,Purses wit price tags still on them,and shoes never worn. So there you have it the real me. Not just the perky little teenager you see post on here everyday.... Welcome to my world it's only the beginning.
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Monday, June 20, 2005

   I saw Batman.... the movie of course
O MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHH. That movie was soo fucking('scuse my french0. It was sooo cool. They had this guy on there and he wouls spray this stuff in ur face and put this mask on. And it would make all of your fears happen and all this cool stuff u gotta c it. Both of his parents die in the beginning. Hey did u gys know that Katie Holmes is from here in ohio. toledo ohio. I think that is kinda cool. Halle berry i from here so is tom Hanks. And I swear on a manga book. That some of my gramma's younger friends went to school with Halle Berry. She has diabetes to..Halle berry does. I'm serious I tend on not lying about petty things like that. I hate when people lie like that don't. like for ex. When a celebrit comes out for the fist time"o he/she is my cousin." I went to Cici's pizza....AGAIN. I don'r choose to go there but that is where my mom and dad takes us all the time. My mom really isn't suppose to be going cuz she's on that L.A. weight loss thing.( Ifshe found out I told you this she would be pretty angry at me. When I went to the movies I saw one of my friends from school. Crystal J. When I went to the movies I was pretty upset because I didn't go see Howl's Moving Castle. But I'm glad I at least went. I fixed m dad some cookies for Fathers' Day and ended up burning them. He ate them though( of course he would most Lardasses eat anything). Well you guys really should go see Batman it's a outrageously excellent stupendous movie. Well goot ga bye( Well I don't have to go I'm just leaving)
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Sunday, June 19, 2005

   Here is a little about me leave a commet about me please

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Tahsiyn
Birthday:	07-28-1991
Birthplace:	Cleveland,Ohio
Current Location:	On a yoga ball doing crunches
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	it was sandy brown but now it is burgundy
Height:	5"5 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty all the way
Your Heritage:	African american and a little indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	sandals
Your Weakness:	Junk Food
Your Fears:	Death,getting diabetes complications,dying in some sort of freakish way
Your Perfect Pizza:	Lots and lots of cheese with mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	For my hair to grow at least to my neck
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	My brother is an ASS
Thoughts First Waking Up:	*yawn* What hell am I going to raise today*looks at boobs* When are u two going to grow
Your Best Physical Feature:	My eyes
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I want
Your Most Missed Memory:	Me when I wasn't a diabetic
Pepsi or Coke:	Both I love pop period if it's diet
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	I don't kno I've never been on one actually
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	both i love ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	strawbeery cheese cake
Cappuccino or Coffee:	both
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	O HELLA YES
Do you Sing:	Yea not good though
Do you Shower Daily:	mAyBe I Do mAyBe I dOn'T
Have you Been in Love:	Yes but I don't think the person loves me
Do you want to go to College:	of course I want to
Do you want to get Married:	DEFIANTELY
Do you belive in yourself:	No *sadly* not really
Do you get Motion Sickness:	No
Do you think you are Attractive:	Kind of I guess I;m ok
Are you a Health Freak:	No just for my diabetes
Do you get along with your Parents:	O hell naw veeeeeeeeeery rarely
Do you like Thunderstorms:	No I'm not scared of them I just hate when it rins
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes I play the saxophone in the school band
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	To tell you the truth I'm too scaed of them to even think about them
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	That is a dumb question for a girl....of course i have
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No but close to it
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Hell naw out yo damn mind
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No who would want to dump me? Please
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No I've always wanted to though
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	*thinks for a minute* I don't think so
Ever been Drunk:	no. my 8 yrs. old brother has (it was a honest accident)
Ever been called a Tease:	I don't think so
Ever been Beaten up:	No I have never been in a fght in my entire life(discluding the ones with my brother)
Ever Shoplifted:	*looks down to the floor* yes and it feels good*gets hyper*
How do you want to Die:	Die? Who said I wanted to die
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	author,or a nurse,or a model. Maybe all three
What country would you most like to Visit:	Umm I'd have to say China. Very colorful I'd probably be the tallest person there lol
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Dark brown
Favourite Hair Color:	Dark brown-black
Short or Long Hair:	Doesn't matter...but not too long
Height:	taller than I am by a few inches
Weight:	more than me but not too chubby
Best Clothing Style:	Urban
Number of Drugs I have taken:	1 I take insulin for my diabetes
Number of CDs I own:	Lost count loooooooooong time ago
Number of Piercings:	2 left ear and right ear bout to get a second
Number of Tattoos:	none......yet mwahahahaha
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too many to count
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

   Hi again
Hello guys today I went no wher. Exept to my my boring room.(how fun) I had these things called Cinnamon snails. It's just bread the you take the cross of. Then u flatten it with a rolling pin,then u put a thin layer of cream cheese on the bread,then u roll the bread up,u seal the seam with cream cheese, U cut it in three,then u dip it into melted butter,than u dip it into this cinnamon/sugar mixture. Then u put it on a cookie sheet covered in foil,preheat the oven to 350, And u bake them for 8-10. They were really godd I ended maoing like 30 of them. They are soooooooo good I think I'm addicted to them. We cleaned of the porch today. I'm going out to eat tomorrow. I'm getting my hair braided(Yay). Hey if u guys wants some cool anime pictures and wallpapers. U should go to www.animecubed.com . Pretty cool. C ya later ~*smooches*~
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Friday, June 17, 2005

   Hello guys...still alive
Hi guys. Sorry I didn't post yesterday. I was out like the enitre day. I went to Cici's pizza ( again no accident). I went and got some more shirts ans shoes. O yea thank u guys who left all the comments. My life isn't that interesting ....to me. HAve u guys heard that Ying-yang twins song "wait" a.k.a the whisper song? Well they have a remix and it is so cool. My mom keeps saying she'll take us to the movies and doesn't. I'm getting pissed off. I wanno go to the movies now! O yea my dad a.k.a Lardass. Came over yesterday to put up a light in m dining room. And he brough my phone. But I didn't kno. So he came And I didn't say hi to. I hardly ever do. And my mom called me to her room. And was like so you can't speak. I knew what she meant. So I jut stood there. And then I saw my phone. And Lardass was like forget it. And I guess he took the phone with him. So yes Shametra my phone is on again but I don't have it. I didn't kno it was on until. He left and my sed I should have kept my mouth closed. I sed whatever I don't like him anyways. Now she's telling me I should call him and apologize. Yea .......right. I HATE HIM. Let just say if he was a bug. I would squashed him until he was nothing more than a molecule. He keep saying I had somebody to sell it to but I didn't. Like I care. That's why I can't wait until next when I have my own job. I won't have to depend on him. ecause My phone has been off 4 almost 3 months. And the sad thing is my mom's b/f Mike. Gave me money to get money on my Phone before I even ran out. O yea I gained wait but it doesn't look like it. I weighed 122 now I weigh 129. But it actually looks like I lost weight. I'm not trying to be anorexic or anything. But I'm going try and loose like 5 pounds. I want to try and stay in the 120's. Cuz everybody in my family is fat except 4 me. My aunt use to b like barbie doll skinny. And theeeeeeeen she had a baby. I'm going to have kids to but When I do I'm going to let the weight come off real fast. Well I'm just rattling off now. Wow I think this is my largesy entry yet. Well let me go finish my sunkist. C-ya
~*smooches*~
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