Hey everyone. How are you all? Good, I hope.
~Bed Rest~
Yea, I have school tomorrow, so I should be sleeping (2:21am), but I'm not. I don't want to go to bed. There are things that may happen tomorrow. Things that could start a war within my own little world, where there are only a few people who have access to it. All it will take is one thing. One thing to set a chain of things in motion, until everything becomes chaos. That thing? My friend talking to her ex, who has been pretending to hate her. And yes, he has been jusy "pretending". He stares at her constantly, and he's said some things that you wouldn't say about someone if you hate them... yea. Back on track. I want that to happen, cuz it'll make her happy if it all works out, which could mean there is still some sanity in this world cuz she deserves that happiness, but yet I know that it might not happen. *sigh* So, I'm not sleeping cuz I'm worried. And also, this is the week before homecoming, which means things are going to go down. My school's just crazy like that. So, i'm worried about that too. I swear to god that if I didn't love to sleep, my worries wuld keep me up every night. But hey, it's a good thing, cuz then I can get on and visit you guys. =P
~New CD!~
I got the new Evnesence Cd, and I love it!!!!! *cuddles cd* My favorite song from it, is "All That I'm Living For" Cuz I can relate it to a current situation I'm having. I was practically dying until I got ahold of it. Now, I've been listening to it over and over, until I memorize all the songs, so I can mentally listen to them in school. Believe it or not, that actualy works.
~Birthday present~
As you may or may not know, my b-day is on the 20th, about... a little less than 2 full (not school) weeks away. But, so I could take pics at homecoming, my mom got me a digital camea for my birthday early! *cuddles mom* lol. That's a rare thing, let me tell you. Me and my mom aren't quite that close. We don't see eachother alot, cuz she works a whole bunch of crazy shifts for work, so she's either sleeping, or at work, or at college when I get home from school. *ahem* Back on track. Yea. I thought it was ugly at first, but it looks pretty professional now that it's out of it's package :3. I know eactly how to work everything on it, and everything to do with it. lol. I did that in 20 minutes. I guess machines don't hate me that much after all.
~All That I'm living For by Evanesence~
All that I'm living for
All That I'm dying for
all that I can't ignore alone at night
I can feel the night beginning
Separate me from the living
Understanding me
After all I've seen
Peicing every thought together
Find the words to make me better
If I only knew how to pull myself apart
All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All That I can't ingore alone at night
All That I'm wanted for
Althought I wanted more
Lock the last open door-
My ghosts are gaining on me
I believe that dreams are sacred
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby
Like a reason why
Like a play of my obsessions
Make me understand the lesson
So I'll find myself
So I won't be lost again
All That I'm living for
All That I'm dying for
All That I can't ignore alone at night
All that I'm wanted for
Although I wanted more
Lock the last open door-
My ghosts are gaining on me
Guess I though I'd have to change the world
To make you see me
To be the one
I could have run forever
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love?
All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore alone at night
All that I'm wanted for
Although I wanted more
Lock the last open door-
My ghosts are gaining on me
Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the last open door-
My ghosts are gaining on me.
Have A Wonderful Day, Guys! I'll Be Around To Visit Sites!
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