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Tuesday, December 23, 2008


  Hello everyone.

Merry Christmas
Happy Yule
Happy New Year
or what have you.

My life is going stupid. Not bad not good just stupid! I am so sick of everything. Parents, friends, school, boyfriend!, ugh....i wish everything wasn't so stupid all the freakin' time. there is no reason for it. i can't please anyone. i can't even please myself. which doesn't even make sense. my father pops outta nowhere after basically avoiding me. i don't live with him or my mom. she is so crazy its not even funny. my grandmother is possessive and controlling not to mention she treats like i'm 4 to reassert the fact that i'm the only thing she has control over in her entire life. my granddad is about to retire from being a truck driver and when you're used to only seeing someone two days a week its a little overwhelming. my cousin is probably about to fail the 11th grade. my uncle was just in the hospital. my family is so hostile but we're going to have a nice christmas ha!!! i can't even explain why i'm so angry i think i'm on overload. and even though they are the most irritating people on the planet i still love them it would be so much easier to not love them but my flaring compassion just will not die and i really don't have anyone to talk to because my boyfriend understands nothing he explains it as me being chilldish or that i just have to be right and i don't have a bff anymore b/c of him he made me choose and i hung out with him and then i was going to hang out with her but yeah i am just an underwhelming case of stupid!~

peace

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