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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Hey people. How are you? I'm not doing too well :/ I feel alone...very alone. I feel like a loser. I'm serious, I noticed people won't comment on my art (except for finaLight, which I really appreciate :) unless it's something like Naruto. I want to be noticed for something other than my skills at drawing fanart for Naruto -_-"
May be it's too much to ask for. I mean, you guys are the best, pretty good friends, very good friends actually, a lot better than the ones I have right now (not meaning to insult anyone who goes to my school, and has an account around here). I don't know, I feel out of it, ._.
I think my artwork is okay, but I looked at my friend's artwork and it's so much better compared to mine! And she shakes it off, and says I'm the better artist. I've been working for about three years on drawing, and I've seen some improvement but not whole lot. And then my other friend is like-bam! Over night artist! My friends say I have talent, but I think I don't have any.
Ah, I'm so pathetic *laughs* I shouldn't be feeling this way, feeling sorry for myself *laughs again* I need to be a bit more stronger, and a bit more confident...I'll try, that's the only thing I can do. Sorry guys, you really don't need to read this, I just needed to rant somewhere...why couldn't I type it up on word? Or write it in a journal? ._. I'm odd...BAD AKI!!! *bangs head on the wall* I'm not suppose to critcize myself!!
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