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Wednesday, May 24, 2006


   I don't know what to do...
My high school life is almost over. I wonder if I am going to miss it like other older people say I will. (*Rolls eyes*)...(*sighs*)Things are really complicated. I have a 5 minute speech due tomorrow in my first hour, Compositon Honors class, and I haven't started. Well, it's not my fault at all. I specifically asked my teacher, directly to her, and said..."are we each going to have to write a speech for the project or is it just one for the group?" She said that it was only going to have to be one. I'm like, "oh...okay well that's good". Then this Monday that just came, she changed her mind and decided to make everyone in the groups write a 5 minute long speech. She ploted this. This crap is due tomorrow(*05-24-2006 Thursday*). Argh, she is so evil. Well, besides that...I'm having relationship problems. My bf isn't really talking much to me, probably "MY FAUTL". (*Snort...*) I need to do something to fix all of this. People think that I'm some lab experiment gone wrong so they have to watch even what I say. AnimefreaksU9ted knows exactly how I feel. I swear, what the fuck is the damn facination about my life and what I fucking do with it. I have a puke taste in my mouth because of these asswholes. There are people who do the most fucked up things in the world, worse than me, why the fucking hell do I have to be everybody's damn center of attention? WHY!? AnimefreaksU9ted is right, I should just hold up both middle fingers to the sky and say "fuck the world". She is right, people need to have that kind of attitude towards the world to survive it because of(*most*) of the jerks that reside within it's gravitational pull. Thanks for being there AnimefreaksU9ted. If there's something that I could do for you, just name it and I'll try to do something about it. I'm not even sure if I am depressed anymore because it seems that it is a constant feeling living in me. Well, I guess that the good news for today is that I finally got my yearbook for my senior year. The thing is, that I'm not so sure if I'm going to let anyone sign it...or just a select few. I know that I am only going to let one of my teachers sign my year book. That person will be my Spanish for Spanish Speakers Advanced Placement Honors, for period 7, teacher. She is pretty funny and the cool thing about her is that she can actually level with the students and have a good conversation. That's what I love about her. She is so nice to all of us and cares a whole lot. I trully think that I am goind to miss her. As a matter of fact, I think that when school starts next year...I will go and visit her. I will just pop in her class and wait for her to notice me there. She'll probably be like, "where did you come from?" I guess that I should get going and start my Composition Honors speech paper. Thanks for coming by you guys, I really thanks all of you with my depest respects. Hope to hear from all you guys, bye.
-----Mary...

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