Just to make things clear...^^; I only have a week off from school for spring break. It's my friend that's going away for 2 weeks. Just in case you guys got mixed up. ^^;
Often times I feel like dying...or at least killing the root of my problems-my older brother. He's so horrible...he's controlling, perverted, yells at me, and hardly lets me on the computer. He calls me "greedy" and "selfish" just cause I like to be on the computer to talk to you guys and stuff. *sob* He thinks that I'm on the computer all the time...and that it's greedy to have fun instead of "giving to the cause", which to him, means buying anime and video games...so because I take 15 minutes to do things that I like to do, I'm selfish. He has a skewed sense of reality. He's the one that's on the computer for about 4 hours when I'm at school looking at hentai!!!!! >< He's sooooo stupid...I swear, I'd love to stab him, choke him, shoot him...anything. He's the source of a lot of my depression. He should act his age and be mature...only one part of him acts 25, and that's not a good thing...his perversness.