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Birthday
• 1991-04-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• The nation with the most nuclear weapons on the planet
Member Since
• 2004-05-19
Occupation
• High School student; practicing Hobo/Stripper
Real Name
• Ari (pronounced âr-ee, to avoid confusion); I also go by Squishy and Kitty

Personal

Achievements
• Eh, I don't "achieve"
Anime Fan Since
• Fall of '02 I believe
Favorite Anime
• Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Nausicaa, FMA, and Chobits
Goals
• Make it into Stanfy, among some other things
Hobbies
• Computer, Trumpet, Music, Video Games, fings of that sort...
Talents
• Cuteness, Smartness, Awesomeness, Artisticness, Musicalness, Foxiness

myOtaku.com: Angel of Pig

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

In a spiritual coma

Everything that I have learned and applied up to this point is no longer valid. How can I believe in something when everything points in another direction? My senses, if they're all saying the same thing, they can't betray me.

I might as well be in an emotional coma too. I know how to fake emotions, but I don't know how to feel them... if that's possible. As in, I know how to act happy, but I don't know how it feels to actually be happy. I think there's a disconnection somewhere in my mind, all of these things just get jumbled up, and there's a wire broken somewhere.

Dude, I need to change the theme up on here to fit my mood. Give me a bit of time and it'll all be ready.

Just have to decide what it's going to be.

And hey, religious people, give me some proof that God exists. I can't find anything, the only things I see are proof of his/her absence.

No one cares about each other any more. People are so isolated they don't notice how lonely they are.

Jesus, I have to stop ranting.
Sorry
Take care
Love, Kitty

... how should I know?

“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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