Monday, September 15, 2003

   The Ramblings of a Romantic

Current Mood:	Blissful~Uncomfortable
Feeling:	Uncomfortable(yea, I'm using it in both, for lack of anything else in my brain~Nervious~Shy~
Listening To:	A few songs on RealOne Player, My Will from Inu Yasha playing right now
Watching:	Daydreams of many different things run through my head
Thinking:	About Fushigi Yuugi and my current Crush situation
Also thinking:	*crush thought**crush thought**crush thought**crushthought**crush thought*
Big Thought of the Moment:	*Fushigi Yuugi thought**Crush thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Crush thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Crush thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Crush thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Crush thought*
Anime Thought:	*Fushigi Yuugi thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought**Fushigi Yuugi thought*
Crush Post:	I feel like all my friends will end up finding out who I like soon! By tomorrow, three will know! I usually only tell my best friend. But Friday, on of my friend twins(FT#1) and a friend of mine(F#R[R for her red hair]) came up to my best friend(F#B[B for Best]) and told us that a guy friend(F#C[C for Comic]) liked my other twin friend(FT#2). But she doesn't like him, and was also taking a Spanish test. So, we were talking a little about it because he was going to -I think- ask her out the dance that night. Then FT#1 said that F#C and I would look good together. ~NOW TO THE POINT OF THIS STORY~ I answered back that I liked someone else. BAKA! FT#1 asked who. I answered that I didn't want to say. And she kept bugging me all the way out to the front of the building where we wait for F#B's dad to pick us up(we car pool, except for F#R, she rides the bus) and for FT#2 to get finished with her test. I finaly gave in and said I'd tell her Monday(today). Then FT#2 came out and F#B's dad came. Well, I thought about this over the weekend and became anxious over someone else knowing who my crush was every time. So, by the end of the weekend I didn’t think too much of it. Until this afternoon when we started talking. I thought I had promised to tell, so I was thinking how to bring it up. We somehow came up with it on the way home. FT#2 wasn’t there because she had a tennis match. We started talking about who FT#1 likes and then after she told me who, she remembered that I was supposed to tell her. So, Mr. F#B’s dad had to wait as I squirmed and finally, in a low whisper that I’m surprised she heard, told her. Then we talked a little bit about him, just a little because I was getting out of the car(I’m first to be dropped off, I’m across the highway from the school, which equals about a five-minute ride). So, tonight I’ll bet that FT#1 will tell FT#2 who I’ve got a crush on(don’t worry, she told me she would). So, tomorrow more people will know who I’m crushing on than in a long time. And I might have to tell another friend, F#?(don’t know what to call her), because she was standing infront of my crush in the lunch line today, and had talked to him a little(or he talked to her a little). I told her I was jealous of her(in a slightly playful manner), and didn’t say why because too many people were around(told her that, too). It’ll be the first crush I’ve told her about, too(think it was the first for FT#1&2, too.) Why am I spazzed out about this? Like I said, I usually tell only one person who I’ve got a crush on. This time I was nervous to tell even her! It’s the first time in a while(about second grade) that my crush had been one grade older than me. His sister sits in front of me in Geometry. I know his family because his mom used to be my girl scout troupe leader. He goes to my curch(although, my second to last or last crush does, too). It’s just a bit different than before! And it feels like everyone knows! GEEZ! This post must be LOOOOONNNGGGG!
Fushigi Yuugi Post:	**Warning! Spoilers!**WHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!! The fifth volume of the manga is the best one so far! I mean, it had MAJOR IRONY in it! It has broken hearts, love triangles, everything I daydream about in the romantic parts of my daydreams! And I just KNOW Tasuki is falling for Miaka!!(ok, I’ve seen a picture of him kissing her, which I’m sure happens in the next volume, but I still would’ve thought the same if I hadn’t). I think I’m starting to root for them as a couple! I mean, my fav. guy of the searies with my fav. girl of the searies!(this is if I absolutely had to pick favorites). I can’t wait for my best friend to read it! She’ll either love it or hate it! I love it! I can’t find a part to read without going back and reading the whole thing! It’s so sweet! Tasuki was fighting Tamahome because Tamahome hurt Miaka! It was SO sweet! Oh, and if I do end up really becoming a supporter of Tasuki and Miaka, I’ll still want to glomp Tasuki! He’s one of my major bishounens! And it was also sweet of him to fight Tamahome because he was protecting Miaka!(I feel redundant here, but I lost my thought!) I wonder what’ll happen when Tamahome comes back to good!(although it seems hopeless now). *glomps volume* I just LOVE this manga! This is the best of ‘em! *glomps the Miaka and Tasuki coupling* I think I’ll go look for Miaka and Tasuki websites now! (Yes, I’m a bit of a romantic!)
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