myOtaku.com: Anbu Kitsune
Sunday, June 22, 2008
I am now an apparently 'at risk' teen. Oh boy!
ugh. Listen to this. it totally pisses me off. Well now, apparently, I have been diagnosed with a list of all of these lovely mental conditions, as follows:
•A "pretty bad" case of depression
•OCD because whenever I'm in the councellor's office, I cant help but tear apart the styrofoam cups in the water bubbler and the fact that if I touch one arm, I have to touch the other with the same finger on the other hand... etc...
•ADD/ADHD because I'm allways changing positions/tearing stuff up/looking around/chewing my nails/etc.
•Anxiety for the same exact reasons at the previous and that I stare at the clocks CONSTANTLY.
•Antisocial-ness (there's actually a big word for it, but I'm not even going to attempt to spell it) because I'm not a happy-go-lucky popular with 657483920 friends
•Insomnia just because I have dark circles under my eyes.
and I'm just insecure and overall "at risk". But what, do I ask you? That I might be slightly different than the normal teenage kid who sits still and thinks the same as everyone else? I'll be the first to tell you, I'm pretty happy with my life. I'm not going to kill myself because I listen to heavy metal music. Just because I write about insanity and don't talk much doesn't mean I am insane.
And just because I am allways doing things with my hands doesn't mean I am psycotic or obsessive. It just means that I am not so easily entertained.
I mean, come on. Sitting in a small confined space being interrogated for an hour in the middle of summer would make you nervous, wouldn't it?
ugh. I fucking hate going to councelling. I don't need it, and don't want it. I just felt like ranting. on another note, how are you all? :3
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