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Friday, April 29, 2005


Stop.Drop.&Roll.
I'm horny. That's such a horrible word but there really isn't a better substitute to describe the feeling. I want sex. I want to kiss someone and do all those really bad things that'll get you pregnant or worse if you're not careful. Masturbation gets really old and tired even if you don't have anything to compare it to. It kind of becomes this masturbating for the sake of masturbating type of thing and getting off is the hardest thing on earth. Really getting off anyway. There are times when it feels empty, when you know you've come but it doesn't feel good. It's feels... there and like a disappointment and that's what masturbating has morphed into for me. So yea, I constantly want it but there's no satisfaction and I miss it.

I often wish myO had a friends only feature just because most of the people that have been contacting me lately are complete and total idiots. Then I realize these people know things about me and I feel yuck all over. You know, it's the internet so I'm not necessarily writing things in here I wouldn't tell anyone in the world, but it is personal because it does have to do with my person and so it gets annoying when people I've never spoken to just bring things up like I'm directly asking them for advice on life. I don't like it when people I don't know treat me like they know me... I'm not sure that makes sense. It doesn't matter, I'm rambling anyway ::shrugs::

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