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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
But You're Already Somebody's Baby
Today I could have slept in till noon. I woke up at ten instead and spent what was left of the morning playing with Alex. Sometimes we're sitting together and he does something like play with my hair or rub up and down my arms and I feel really nice. Like things couldn't get any better than having someone that small and innocent love you that much. Then he takes a shit and ruins the moment, but I guess that the moment was there at all is what really matters. The only thing that makes me sad about leaving Miami is that he most probably won't remember me. I've seen all my other nephews grow up and they've experienced enough with me to remember what I look like and how I am, but Alex is only two and I don't think you really start remembering anything until you're four or five so yea ::shrugs:: I know I'll see him again, but it's never the same. I was with Joshua when he first crawled and when Joey lost his first tooth and I have a million and one stories to tell about the boys and they to tell about me. I've always been in their lives and I can't remember a time where I wasn't carrying someone's kid. It'll be really good to for once to have that non-children spoiled silence, but it's also kind of weird. Like when they left to NY for two months, it was the weirdest empty and the house just felt like it was echoing. It reminded me a lot of when my brother's got arrested, the quiet is nice, but it's also eerie. There's something lacking... Well, that was a crazy tangent that was completely unplanned.
It's my mom and sister's birthday today and it's so sad because we're all so broke we can't do anything about it. Tomorrow is also Joey's birthday and that's even sadder. You really feel it when you're broke on a six year old's birthday :/
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